I feel lost without Tom there is this weird feeling in my heart, I don't know if its from the harpoon or Tom not liking me maybe it both.Pat came into the room,
"would you like breakfast"
he asked i thought for a moment then said
"I'm not hungry but thank you"
he had a concerning look on his face then said.
"Oh...ok"
and left the room. That's when it started I was wearing all black, starving myself,saying mean things about myself, and sometimes worse. Pat came in a few days.
"you don't have a choice this time your eating you are not getting any if your strength you need to get better.'
He sounded angry and sad as he walked over to me with the food. I mumbled,
"Why should i get better? Why am I even loved?"
Pat put the try on the table and he apparently heard me because tears were rolling down his cheeks.
"Why would you say that Tord."
I can't lie he heard me so i just said
"I hurt my friends i wanted to take over the world do I have to keep going"
Pat just stared at me tears just keep coming he says
"Tord you do need to get better and it was not your fault-"
I cut him off
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT WAS NOT MY FAULT"
Pat looked at me and pulled me into a hug
"someone was controlling your dad which made him control you it's not your fault"
I felt tears build up in my eyes
"but Tom doesn't know that it wasn't me"
Pat held my shoulders and looked into my eyes
"he might know now you never know, now will you eat"
he asked me.
"Yes i'll eat mom."
I took the tray and started to eat.After a while, I started to feel sick while eating the food. I guess not eating for a while caught up with me.
A/N
Midnight 17: that's right Pat make my child eat
Darkside: (facepalm)
Author-chan: that's right
Anxiety: ugh
Darkside why are we even doing this
Midnight 17: because its fun
Anxiety: no it's not because we are dragged in with it
Author-chan: that's not our fault you like to bug us
Midnight 17: and your welcome to leave
Darkside: I'm good with staying here your other sides are annoying
Anxiety: I'm just going to chill on the couch and fall asleep if you don't mind
Midnight 17: why don't you join her darkside
Author-chan: can we just get back to the story please i don't think are readers want to keep reading this
Midnight 17: yes go back to the story ill deal with darkside
Author-chan: don't hurt her
Midnight 17: i would never do that (sarcastically says)
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Forgiveness (TordTom) (Finished)
FanfictionTord was shot by the Harpoon he was nursed back to heath but mentally he was dieing inside Tom was not mentally ok either he loved Tord but was to scared to show it. warning 13+ parts please don't report me.
