I slammed the doors open to the bar and then all eyes on me i walked to the bar table the bartender walked over to me
"Let me guess a Smirnoff"
I guess I've been here so much they know what to get me
"Yes ma'am"
She walked away to get my drink i can't stop thinking of Tord she walked back to me with my drink in her hand and hands it to me.
"You going to want this the whole time your here right"
I looked at her and just shook my head she walked away to a new customer that came in I grabbed my drink and chugged it within a few minutes she had another one coming for me.
"Are you ok you normally take a long time to drink your drinks"
She asked me i hate when people don't mind their own business
"I'm fine"
I said angrily she handed me my drink and went to someone else to take their order.
you don't deserve to be fine
The monster in my head said he makes me mad a lot
I know that now SHUT UP
I get my other drink and chug that oneÂ
Yeah yeah whatever your so stupied so I'll leave you alone i don't even know why Tord calls you a friend
He starts laughing ugh the bar lady gets me another drink i start drinking more and more after my 20th one i start feeling a bit buzzed she get me my next one
"Are you sure you want to keep drinking sir?"
She asked me i got really pissed but tried not to sound like it
"Yes now get me another"
I said to her then she had a little disappointed look on her face as she got me another. I stayed for a long time I can tell because I got here at 12:00 in the afternoon and the sun is setting i would go back home but i feel great right now drunk but great.
"Another please"
I asked the bar lady she came over with another
"Son this is not good for you come on please think this through"
She tried to convince me to stop all the drinking i was doing but i didn't care
"I don't care what good for me or what's not"
I told her she looked as if she was going to cry as she walked away from me. I really don't care what's good for me i hurt someone why should I.
A/N:
Midnight: Poor Tom
Author-chan poor Tom things will get better though
Darkside: Umm guys I feel dizzy
Midnight: what are you talking abo- (falls to ground)
Darkside: MIDNIGHT
Author-chan: whats going on
Darkside: I think her depression version got out I'll fix this
Anxiety: you might wanna hurry
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Forgiveness (TordTom) (Finished)
FanfictionTord was shot by the Harpoon he was nursed back to heath but mentally he was dieing inside Tom was not mentally ok either he loved Tord but was to scared to show it. warning 13+ parts please don't report me.
