Our Painful Hearts

Chapter 4

Nuria's P.O.V
I take my seat next to Scar. The teacher starts talking and I zone out. I am not worried about failing me and Scar make straight A's. I start singing Falling by Florence and the Machine in my head.

Sometimes I wish for falling
Wish for the release
Wish for falling through the air
To give me some relief
Because falling's not the problem
When I am falling I'm at peace
It's only when I hit the ground
It causes all the grief

I keep singing this same verse over and over in my head. I glance at Scar, I would never leave her behind in this cruel world. My eyes start drooping, Scar nudges me to keep me awake. The second the bell rings I run out of the classroom with Scar. I accidentally run into a stranger. "S-sorry." I stutter. As I push past him. He grabs my shoulders and stops me. I look up to see Bryan, the guy I've had a crush on since 2nd grade. His bright green eyes bore into mine. Next thing I knew he kissed me! My eyes widened as I deepened the kiss by instinct. Scar just watched doing
a girly squeal. We separated, we blushed then I took off running out of the building. Scar chasing me.
Why did he do that? Was that some kind of dare? What the hell just happened?? " Why did u run?!" Scar shouted at me. " Why did he do that?! Scar I'm freaking out! I wanna die!" I scream as tears start rolling down my cheeks.
Why? Why? Why? Why me??