wet dreams ✩ pjm

o7.

i looked over at him so fast what the hell is running trough his fucking mind, he's acting like if he didn't ignore me for like three days

"what?.... no sorry..... um you see i've noticed that i actually have to get in shape. so i think maybe i should walk"

"no you're not"

"what why, didn't you just said i was"

"that was until i noticed it's getting dark outside and you're wearing a skirt"

"so"

he glared at me

"get your ass in jimin's car NOW"

"oh my goshhhhh"

i rolled my eyes a crossed my arms moving away

i looked at my brother get in and i moved aside knowing he was going back up his car

before he blasted off he rolled down his window

"thanks bro she tends to be a little brat sometimes, if anything just call me"

my brother looked at me and blowed a kiss to me before blasting off with his loud ass ghetto music

i flicked his car off

"fuck you to"

ugh i hate him so much

i heard a slight chuckle behind me

afraid to turn around because i knew what was waiting , i just stood there looking at my brothers disappearing car

i mentally sighed

"so"

before he could say anything else i started walking off, i knew where his car was parked

but his strong grip on my wrist stopped me

i didn't dare to look him in the eyes

but i felt his hot breath fanning my face

"are you just going to ignore me- not even thank me for giving you a ride home"

"exactly what i'm doing right now"

i shake his hand off and just walk away

who the hell does he think he is, first he wants to fuck me, then he ignores me for days and acts like he didn't... um?

i was waiting outside the passengers door with my back leaning in the car and my arms crossed

gosh, this man walks so fucking slow

i saw him open the trunk of his car taking his big adidas bag of his shoulder and putting it in there

he closed the trunk and took one glance at me, he saw that i was staring, i quickly looked away

i heard him chuckle

"get in"

we both got in at the same time i put my backpack in between my feet, and buckled up

...

wow

just wow

i think this wins top 10 most awkward situations of the whole universe

it has been like 10 minutes in this car and we haven't said a word

the worst thing is that i had to pee so bad and traffic was not helping, specially the silence we were now sitting in

all you could hear is the very low music playing from the speakers next to us

ugh how i wish i had walked, and there was like another 10 minutes remaining so we could get to my house

ugh i can't hold it anymore

"jimin"

he looked at me

this is embarrassing

"i have to pee like bad right now"

he grinned.

"ah really well too bad"

this motherfuc-

"i'll try to stop at the nearest gas station"

"omg thank you"

he smirked

"does that mean you're not mad at me anymore?"

a shit i forgot

i looked out the window i knew he was looking at me, i don't want to face him

"look at me"

his stern voice made me get chills in places i shouldn't get chills

but i did as he said

"i know that you're probably mad because i avoided you for a couple a days but i have my reasons"

"and what are those reasons jimin?"

he licked his lips and looked in front and as he promised he pulled up to a gas station

"someone is accusing me of cheating on monica and has told her already"

my eyes widen, i felt my hands getting sweaty, my heart dropped

i was so captured in the "friends with benefits moments" i did not think of the consequences

"does she know it was ..."

"no...thankfully"

i let out a big breath taking part of the guilt that was starting to built up in me away

"then what exactly does monica know?"

"listen forget that we ever did that, i know that monica is a good friend of yours. it will benefit me in not loosing the girl i truly like, and you won't loose a friend... the person who is accusing me is a crazy obsessed fan she wants to ruin our relationship. i know she doesn't know anything but she didn't lie, and if monica believed her then we can't continue risking it. it's why i been trying to avoid you, me and monica are taking a break right now but i know she'll come back to me and as shallow as that sounds i know it's true and i can fix things. but first we have to stop this"

he did the hand movements where he pointed at me then at himself

"okay"

it's literally all i could say, all my brain could let out, my throat felt really tight

"let's just continue like strangers, like we never met before it's for the best"

wow

that ....

actually

hurt

"go to the restroom"

"huh? oh yeah right"

i got out quickly looking for the restroom

when i got there i closed the door behind me and looked at my reflection in the mirror

"what the hell"

why am i being like this, why am i sad that i have to stop talking to jimin, why are his words affecting me this bad?

i was staring at my reflection as i washed my hands

could it be that i started liking this guy....

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