~jimin's pov~
i looked out the window waiting for her to get out, i don't know why i felt this heavy feeling in my chest.
it'a like something in me was telling me "no jimin don't do it" but i'm afraid to loose monica.
once i saw her get out i saw a sudden shift in her she looked upset and it made me want to just take back all i said, but their's no going back park jimin.
i didn't want to look her in the eye so once she got in the car i just drove away no daring to take one glance at her. but i could sense the sad energy next to me.
it was an awkward silence all the way to min's house
~third pov~
once jimin pulled up to your house you looked up grabbing your backpack not sparing one glance at him although you know he was looking at your direction.
you felt horrible, disgusting, humiliated. you were what you less wanted to be at the moment
heart broken because of a fuckboy
you got off the car and rushed to your house opening the front door and slamming it back running upstairs to your room
"hey, hey ! y/n what's -"
you left your brother there hanging you didn't want to talk to no one at the moment, he was worried but he knew it was probably that you were mad at him for embarrassing him in front of his friends
he thought wrong though
as soon as you got to your room you dropped your backpack to the floor and plopped in your bed slamming your face in your pillow
you weren't a very sensitive person, you didn't like to cry or when people saw you cry. most of people that surrounded you thought you were "heartless" but you were just afraid to show that side of you
you didn't cry when your pet fish died you're not going to cry now... not now... no yerin... ugh she's crying
all the emotions suddenly rushed to you, how could you ever think something from that little "affair" you had with park was going to end well
you felt stupid
suddenly a knock in your door made you get back to your senses
you cleared your throat so you didn't sound like you were crying
"who is it?"
your voice crack a bit
the person behind the door took a small pause before answering
"it's taehyung"
....
"your brother told me to bring you food, he said you probably didn't want to see him since you're probably mad at him"
you blinked, chuckling after
your brother may be rude but he cared about you
you looked at yourself in the mirror and wipe some of the wetness under your eyes - your eyes still puffy
you made your way to the door and there he was
kim taehyunghe was one of the guys you've known since younger him and yoongi have always been friends wayy before he met the others - even if he was younger he always looked up to your brother
"thank you"
he gave you a little nod and a smile and handed you the plate of cheese sandwich like you like it with a side of chips
you smiled your brother always knew how to cheer you up.
taehyung was about to leave when you stopped him
"hey tae..."
"hmm?"
"can you tell him i'm not mad at him please"
he smiled - that big boxy smiled you loved
"sure pooh"
ah how you adore that nickname he gave you once he was having a sleepover and you were scared of the thunders so he caught you and he put your favorite childhood show on "Winnie the Pooh" and since then he never stopped
he was your first crush, probably your first love. but you know he never saw you more then like little sister even if he was like 2 months older then you.
he was way different then jimin, he was caring- anyone who had the chance to be his girlfriend was lucky.
but what you didn't know is that taehyung felt the same way the day that he met you
....
11:26 pm
you didn't even notice when you fell asleep- you were still wearing your school uniform
you stood up and stretched your arms yawning loudly enough to echo trough your room
you made your way to the restroom since you had drunker a whole bottle of water - you also took some shorts and a oversized shirt you had stolen from your brother to change since your uniform wasn't that comfortable
as soon as you made it to the restroom you looked at yourself in the mirror - woah you looked like you had been run over by a bus
you did your thing washing your face after you changed and your teeth since your breath smelled like cheese.
you dried your face with your towel and you looked at yourself once more
"okay this is better"
it looked like you weren't wearing pants since the shirt covered your pj short
you left, turning the lights after you and making your way to your room.
everything was dark the only thing you could hear was the loud noises of the guys downstairs screaming curses and fighting over who won what and stupid boy stuff
once you made it to your room you closed your door
as soon as you were about to switch the lights on you felt a sudden hand on your waist
startling you, you were about to scream for help but the person used his other hand shutting your mouth.
all you could hear was the person's heavy breathing and your muffled screams
"shh... yerin it's me, don't worry"
your heart dropped to the floor once you heard his voice
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hello! thank you for all the sweet comments and a lot of people texted me I LOVE EACH ONE OF YALL
Q:
have you heart "Eight" Iu's and Yoongi's collab song? if so what was your first thoughts on the song?
A:
honestly this is not the type of music i listen to- i listen to more hype song and with happy meanings, but this song has such a nice beat to it even if it's a "sad" song and the lyrics are so beautiful!-love glamourxs ♡
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