I Still Love You || Woosan ✓

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January 15th 2019.

I'm San..Choi san. I'm such a regular boy but born with a handicap in my head. no one really knows about this and I would like to keep it like that. although it's hard to keep it for my self, because it's affecting others..
I'm hurting others... and.

I stopped reading cuz I heard San and Yunho coming into the room. Is it really true that he has a handicap? well he had an operation so I think he don't have it anymore.

I put the book in my backpack and went to San and Yunho.

"I think I'll be going..." I said to them.

they both nodded.

I put on my shoes and jacket, grabbed my backpack and left San's house.

I was walking home as I saw on of my best friend's, Yeosang. I ran to him and hugged him from behind.

"oh hey Wooyoung! haven't see you in a while" he said and and turned around to see me. "Where were you these days? you missed school, did something happen?!"

I looked at him and gave him a soft smile. "Don't worry so much hyung, I'm alright, I was just in the hospital waiting for someone"

"hospital? who was in the hospital? why didn't you tell me??" he asked me. I could see in his eyes that he's worried, but if I'll tel him I was waiting for San in the hospital, he wouldn't care cuz he hates him.

"aaahhh..don't worry hyung you uh..don't know that person.."

"oh? okay..I hope that person is alright" he said, gave me a hug and left. "bye Wooyoungie"

"bye Yeosang" I said and gave him a quick smile before walking to my house.

I arrived home and sat on my bed, it was so quiet and lonely..I missed San. I missed him so much, but he doesn't even remember me.

God- Wooyoung you need to remind him who he really loves..wait but- what if he doesn't loved me at all-

I was confused about this whole thing, I couldn't think about other things than this.

eventually I fell asleep on my bed.

7am

I woke up really tired and confused for a second. oh yeah right it's time for school. I stood up and did my morning routine; eating breakfast, brushing teeth, dressing up and going to school.

as I arrived at school I tried to find San, but he was no where to see.

the bell rang.

I went to class and sat in the back seat.

I looked around trying to see San, but he was not here. what if he changed school? what if I'll never see him again..

I dumped my head in my book, I wasn't bothered to do anything. until I heard someone sitting next to me. I looked up at the person.