𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 {ぢが化} ~ richie x reader x eddie (2017)

𝑻𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒊 𝒇𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒊 ラ卸チ

Olivia's pov
{⚠︎︎𝔗𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔤𝔢𝔯 𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤⚠︎︎}
Self Harm and abuse
There was a very triggering and insensitive photo here I am extremely sorry, I was a dumb kid and I've taken it down I completely forgot about this fic and then saw that I put it and took it off, sry to anyone who was triggered by this

We finally got all the supplies and Eddie started treating the chubby kid before Richie started well being Richie, and Eddie starts to get annoyed and they start arguing "won't you guys kiss already" I blurt out, I was mad for some reason , the both look at me "what?" They shout at the same time "I am not gay" Richie says "you guys sure act like it" I roll my eyes, 'why was I so annoyed by them', I hear a un-familiar voice when I turn around, I saw that it was the one and only beveslut marsh,  'what is she doing here' I thought "are you okay that looks like it hurts" she says " I just fell" the chubby boy says " pfft, yeah right into Henry bowers" "what the fuck Richie" I says while glaring at him "what?, it's the truth" Richie says dumbfounded " you sure they got the right stuff to fix you up " redhead winks at the chubby boy ' oh my god, this girl is desperate ' "w-w-we'll take c-c-care of-f h-him, t-thanks again" bill says "sure, maybe I'll see you around" "we wer-r-re, thinking about going to the q-q-quarry tommorow i-i-if you wanna c-c-come" "good to know thanks" she replies, damn bill is bad at flirting but it's cute I guess, she walks away waving at us, I give her a fake smile and wave, then immediately turn around and roll my eyes "good job bringing Bowers in front of her" Stanley says "yeah, you know what she did" Eddie says  " what she'd do" the chubby boy asks "more like who'd she do, I heard the list is longer then my Wang" I look at him and say "wayyy longer than that" "how would you know" "you want me to" " I mean..." " Ok what time" "around two fift-" I stop him in the middle of his sentence "no I was joking" I say emphasizing by moving my hands "your loss" he says " ughh stop it" Eddie says "b-b-by the way, t-t-they are j-just r-rumors" bill defends beverly, "anyway, back in 3rd grade bill and Beverly kissed in the school play, the reviews said you can't fake that sort of passion" Richie smirked at bill then clapped his hands really loudly "now pippity and tally-ho my good fellows" he says with a cheap accent "I believe he needs our outmost attention, now get in there dr.k fix him up " Richie continues while pushing Eddie closer to the chubby boy "won't you shut up eistein because I know what I am doing" Eddie says "suck the wound get in there" Richie points at the boy, "what's your name by the way" I ask the chubby boy "Ben" he replies with a soft smile which I didn't return "so, are you coming to the quarry with us" "are you only asking me so you can see me in my undergarments dr.k" "what n-no" Eddie blushes, I ruffle his hair "I am just messing with you, plus it's cute when you blush" 'wait did I just tell him he was cute oh god', I was about to say yes before I remembered all the cuts on my wrists, and the bruses on my back from my father "no sorry, I am gonna go to a party and have fun" "there, goes our chance to see a hot girl, with only  bra and underwear on" "there's still plenty chances" I say  "oh and by the way remember I am NOT your friend" I walk away and hear a faint "THAT WAS SO HOT" which probably came from Richie which also made me blush, I slapped my cheeks "stop blushing" I repeated to myself.

▪️Next day

I woke up to my drunk dad sleeping on the couch, I tried my best not to wake him up but right as I opened the cupboard to get a plate the squeaky noise woke up my dad, a groan came out of his mouth " you bitch, do you even know what manners are, why are you not making me breakfast you little shit" "I'm sorry Dad I'll make right now" "bitch"I mumbled "what the fuck did you just say you little shit, you are just like that whore of your mother" I cried as I heard my dad call my dead mother those things " not like you are any better you bastard "  "you should of thought about your choice of words" he grabs the belt he had off his pants and started hitting me on my face all the way to my stomach, 'suck it up, Olivia stop being a baby' I though "next time show me respect, slut" he says walking away and grabbing a bottle of beer off the table, I go toy room and slammed the door shut, I quickly grabbed a blade from my night stand and cried "nobody gives a shit about me, I'am so dumb and stupid, why didn't my mom get abortion, why didn't my dad already kill me, what even is the point of my life if nobody even cares" all those thoughts danced through my mind while the cold blade touched my skin for the 100th time this week and I just sat there with blood on my arm feeling weak and pointless again, I grabbed  the pack of cigarettes I stole yesterday and lit it up, trying not to think about what had just happened.

I walked up to my brother's room "Henry I heard Karen is hosting a party can you and the gang wanna come with" "yeah, imma call them" he says, I get ready  ( outfit below) including the jacket because ya know my scars and bruises, I get out of my room and go outside, Henry and the gang were already in belch's car, I get in the car and sit next to Victor "hey, Vic how's it going" "better now" he smiles at me and so do i, "why are you guys not together" belch asks and Henry glares at him "we already told you , he's only my best friend, plus I am taking a long break from dating" I say.

We FINALLY arrive at the party, people say I am a party animal and they are not wrong..., When I start drinking I just can't stop, and that is exactly what happened.
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3rd person pov

Olivia drank about 10 cups of "punch" before completely loosing all senses, she started dancing like crazy, " I feel like kissing someone" she said with a blurry tone, she went up to Victor and started making out with him, all that was stopped by Henry as he started screaming at her because of how drunk she was and about kissing his best friend.

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Olivia's pov
Henry brought me to a bathroom and started telling me about knowing when to stop drinking and about how I shouldn't of kissed Victor, "you are gonna stay here until I decide you are sober enough to come out" Henry said and walked out the bathroom, I stood there for about an hour I mean it sure felt like it, since time went slower when I am drunk, until Henry finally came in and said I could come out, I walked out the door and went to Karen's living room and I felt someone pull my arm I looked around and saw a familiar face "Lauren?" My ex-girlfriend  stood there her hand still in my arm  " Olivia, I just needed to tell you that I feel horrible for cheating on you, I still love you with all my heart, can we try this one more time " she said pointing to me and her, a small tear came out of my sockets " Lauren, I still love you and i would love  to start over " I said as a soft smile started spreading across my face, she pulled me closer and kissed me softly, we were stopped by a girl pulling on Lauren's jacket "were where you babe", tears started forming again in my eyes but this time the weren't happy or sad tears they were angry tears angry that I let her play me like that again " really Lauren I thought you wanted to start over" I was about to walk away before Lauren grabbed my wrists so hard it could leave a bruise "just were do you think you are going" Lauren's normal soothing voice slowly changed into a demonic one, her hands slowly changed to white and her nails grew longer digging into my skin "why would you leave when you could float with me" her hair started turning orange, and her face turned into a pale clown with red stripes drawn from it's lips all the way  to the place her eyebrows are supposed to be, it's eyes could look like it was staring into my soul, I tried to break away from it's grip "leave me alone" I shouted angrily "why aren't we friends" a frightening smile started creeping up on it's face "Henry!" I shouted "Henry!" I shouted again but this time my voice cracked at the end, I could feel his claw like hands get deeper and deeper into my skin, that feeling suddenly disappeared as Henry came in "what happened" he asked he looked as he could be scared to death, I gave him a ' are you dumb ' look before turning around and not seeing the clown there anymore "I swear it was right here" I mumbled "who was here" Henry asked "the clown" "a clown?" "Yes look what it did to me" I pulled the sleeve of my jacket up to show him "you did those" he said as his voice broke "no not that the claw marks" I say pointing at them " umm... Oh yeah yeah the claw marks" I could tell he though I was drunk and not knowing what I was talking about "they are real I am not drunk" I said everything else could of been an hallucination but if it was why could I still feel the pain on my arm, "yeah I know I believe you" he said not meaning it, he grabbed me and put me in belch's car and drove home, he put me to bed but I still couldn't stop thinking about what happened, which took alot of my sleep time actually all of it.
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                           A/N
So yeah Olivia is bi but likes guys more than girls, also if you didn't catch on her fear is getting her heart broken again.

Should I keep writing this story i feel like the action parts aren't good. ♥️ Bye