Forever and Always [BakuDeku]

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Izuku and Bakugo were enjoying their romantic walk, as they do every Saturday. Everything was going great. They went to eat, then to go watch a movie, had some ice cream and finally now taking their walk.

They both sat on a bench, enjoying the lake view. It was beautiful. The sky shined with stars, the area was quiet, and ducks were swimming in the lake.

Izuku leaned in, kissing his boyfriend gently. "I love you"

"I love you" Bakugo replies, smiling

All of a sudden, in a flash, gun shots were heard. They got up quick, trying to take cover, but they weren't fast enough.

Izuku got hit. Millimeters below his heart, slightly touching. He didn't die on impact, but he was slowing losing his breath.

"No!" Bakugo screams, bringing Izuku down so he can lay on him.

"Kacchan I- I love you. Please... let me go"

Bakugo sits on the ground, Izukus head on his lap. He sobs, while gently stroking Izukus cheek. The last words he heard from his loved one replaying in his head

"Let me go..."

From that day forward, Bakugo was never the same. He went back to his old ways. Cursing everyone who talks to him, looks at him, or breaths near him. He vowed to never bully anyone again, but his angry attitude helps his broken heart. He will never allow anyone to enter his life again. His heart had enough room for one, and that spot was filled by Izuku Midoriya.

Bakugo has developed depression, and has been struggling for a while. No one can help. Kirishima tries to help out his bestfriend, but sometimes he can't get through to him.

He hasn't eaten well, nor took care of himself. He's been sleeping a lot lately. He doesn't step outside his house as much, and he doesn't let anyone in either.

Bakugo gives everyone this look of emptiness. His emotions are very well hidden, and his poker face is stronger than ever. But if you take the time to truly look into his eyes, and understand him, he's in pain. He's suffering. His life is a never ending hell.

He wants to take away the pain he feels, but the only way to do that is to do what his lover has told him. Not to let Izuku go, he could never do that, but to in fact let everyone go. Let himself go.

He didn't want to live in a world full of fun, and wild experiences if he doesn't have his soulmate there to experience life itself with him.

He was supposed to have a family with Izuku. He was supposed to ask him to marry him. They were supposed to grow old together and now his life flashed before his eyes.

Maybe he'll see him again in Heaven? Surely, he thought out the pros and cons of taking his life, with very bias judgement

Pros- I don't feel pain, I see Izuku
Cons- Who the fuck is gonna care? Just do it

He finally decided to go through with it. He went to the tallest building, and headed for the roof. No one could see him, or so he thought.

Kirishima bursted through the roof's doors. Shocking Bakugo as he was walking to the edge.

"Bakugo! What the hell are you doing?"

"Get out of here, Shitty hair!!"

"Dude, please don't do what you're thinking of"

"Shut the fuck up! Just leave"

"Why? Why do you want to do this?"

"Because..."

"Because what?"

"Because I can't live without him! He was my world, Kirishima. I can't move on, I don't want to. I just want to be at peace... please"

"This isn't the answer, we can help you!"

"You and Denki? You two are happy together, I don't want to witness what I could've had. You guys just remind me of what I lost. Just let me go be happy"

"Bakugo-"

Bakugo stepped onto the ledge, his back facing the fall. He looked at Kirishima, and for the first time in forever, you can clearly see emotion all over his face. He sobbed, and a tear rolled down his cheek as he said his final goodbye to his best friend.

"Goodbye, Kiri. Take care of yourself"

And he fell.

Kirishima ran over to the edge looking down, screaming "No!" as he watches his friend fall what might've been a 40 story high drop. He just witness his bestfriend die. He has now lost two important people in his life.

Bakugo fell, and fell. In slow motion. He thought of every single moment he spent with Izuku as he fell.

He remembers their first date. He remembers their first kiss. Their first sleepover. Their first "I love you." Their first fight. The first time they had ever made love. All replaying through his head.

He smiles at the memories. He doesn't regret his choice, not one bit.

He just wishes there was a time for the first kid, and the memories of their kid's first steps, first words... He wishes there was a time for a little baby Izuku or a baby Bakugo to be running around the house.

But there time was over. He was going to enjoy his life in heaven now with Izuku. His lover, his soulmate, his world, his life.

"I'm coming, Izu"

His body landed with a huge thud on the concrete.

He died on impact.