HOMELESS AGAIN AND I'M PANICKING / DEALING WITH THE SAME OLD PATTERN/ AGAIN ON MY KNEES NOW I'M BABBLING /TO THE LORD PRAYERS THROWN LIKE A JAVELIN/
THE THINGS IN MY PASS IS CREEPING UP ON ME AGAIN/LIKE A HORDE OF RO-ACHES THEY SLOWLY APPROACHING/ WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME YAHWEH IM I BROKEN/I GUESS I'M JUST BROKEN DRIED LEAVES BLOWING/
IN THE MUTHA FUCKING WINDS IM FLOATING/STILL GOT GOALS HOLDING ON FOR THAT WIN/STILL TRAINING MY PEN TO PAPER GIFT/ADVERSITY GIVES A AFRI SAIYAN STRENGTH/
MY STRESS COULD FLOOD WHOLE A MUTHA FUCKING CITY/ I WAS ON MY OWN @ 18 LIVING IN PHILLY/WASN'T EVEN READY FOR IT TELL YOU THE TRUTH REALLY/WONDER WHY LOVE GAVE MY MOM SUCH THE WILLIES/
I DON'T KNOW THE WARMTH OF LOVE MY HOUSE WAS ALWAYS CHILLY/BREATHING ON THE WINDOW I COULD WRITE MY OWN NAME/EVEN THOUGH WE ALWAYS HAD A HOME BEING WARM/ IS SOMETHING YOU COULD NEVER CLAIM DO YOU EVEN FEEL ASHAMED/
I AIN'T EVEN POINTING BLAME MAN SIMPLY JUST SAYING/YOU CAN HAVE A NICE HOME AND STILL BE HOMELESS/OUR HOUSE WAS SOULLESS ALL WE EVER HAD WAS THINGS/WHEN I GOT ON MY OWN I WENT THROUGH SOME THINGS/
I WAS MENTALITY WANED I WAS MENTALITY PAINED/ SHIT MAN YOU KNOW EVERYBODY GO THROUGH THINGS/ WHEN YOU SLEEPING ON THE BENCH THEN YOU KNOW YOU DOING BAD/ WHEN YOU DOING IT WITH YOUR FAMILY THEN THE BECOMES SAD/
BUT YOU GOTTA STAY STRONG KEEP THE TEARS ON HOLD/IT'S A MAN CODE THING I'M SUPPOSED STAY COMPOSED/ FOR THE LONGEST I'M STANDING TALL AS THE TALLEST/ALL THIS STRESS IS GONNA HAVE ME B-BALDING/
TRYING TO KEEP MY SHINE LIKE A BALDIE IN THE SUN/ SOAKING IN THE SUN RAYS LIKE JOR EL’S SON/ STILL LOOKING FOR A HOME ITS BEEN MANY OF MONTHS/ OF SUNS ITS BEEN FUCKING WITH MY MENTAL STATE/
SHIT MAN WE'VE BEEN GOING FROM STATE TO STATE/SHIT I M STARTING TO FEEL FATIGUED I NEED A FUCKIN BREAK/ BLAMING MYSELF FOR TEAMING UP WITH SNAKES/ THEY LEFT ME DROWNING IN THERE ARTIFICIAL LAKE/
GOT ME READING BOOKS ON HOW TO SPOT A SNAKE/ ALL MY ILLNESSeS MAKE IT HARD TO SPOT A FAKE/ CARDBOARD CUT OUT HAD TO SCISSOR HAND THAT SHIT/ JOHNNY DEEP AND I'M OUT TO HIT NEW DEPTHS/
EVEN THOUGH IM HOMELESS GOT DEMONS ON CREPT/ AND OUT THEY OUT TO SURFACE OUT TO FUCK UP MY WHOLE PURPOSE/ WANNA MAKE SEE LESS WANNA MAKE ME FAIL LIFE TESTS/ I AIN'T FEELING @ MY BEST IM 🏃 OUT OF ZEST/
2 YEARS HOMELESS GOT ME FEELING REAL DEPRESSED/ RED BUTTON BEING PRESSED EVER FELT LIKE HITTING YA-SELF/ I HAVE AND I DID ONE MY WORST MOMENTS/ I HAVE AND I DID I WAS FEELING SO HOPELESS/
PUNCHING ON MYSELF YEAH I KNOW GOT SOME PROBLEMS/ ONLY I CAN SOLVE THEM GOT A TRAUMATIZED MIND/ LIVING IN TRAUMA WORLD IT'S BECOME NETHERWORLD/ MISERY IN THE WORLD AND I'M SHAKING LIKE RATTLE/
ANXI SUCH A BATTLE GOT PAINS IN MY HEART/ FROM THIS ANXI BATTLE YEAH GOT A HEAVY HEART/ AND I'M FEELING BATTLE DAMAGED LIKE A GOKU FINAL BOUT/ MAN I NEED A SENZU BEAN YAHWEH I NEED YOUR KI/
FEELING SO DAMN LOST STUCK IN DEAD SEA/ TRYING TO (ROW*3) WITH A WEAK BRANCH TREE/ I AINT EVEN GOT THE HERB THC TO CALM ME/ DOING DIFFERENT INTONATIONS YOU CAN CALL ME BUMBLEBEE/
IM STARTING TO HAVE PROBLEMS SPELLING MY OWN WORDS/ MAN I GUESS IM NOT ENTERING THE ADULT SPELLING BEE/ ALL THIS STRESS THAT I GOT IS EFFECTING THE LITTLE THINGS/ ALL THE ILLNESSES I GOT IS FUCKING UP SOME THINGS/
AND FORGETTING MEMORIES AND LEARNING HOW TO SPELL THINGS/ ALL THINGS THAT I SAID SOUND LIKE A BRAIN DISEASE/ IT COULD DEMENTIA I DON'T WANT HEAR THAT MENTIONED/ SOMETHING LIKE THAT COULD FUCK UP MY WHOLE PENSION/
5 KIDS AND A WIFE AND WERE LACKING RESOURCES/ IF THIS WAS STAR WARS THAN WERE PULLING ON WEAK FORCES/ NOWHERE TO GO LONG RIDES IN THE CARAVAN/ IM TIRED AND IM STRESSED YOU CAN SEE IT IN MY EYES/
I'M TIRED AND IM STRESSED I'M STARTING TO GET THE HIVES/ ENCROACHING ON MY RIGHT EYE CAN'T KEEP THE STRESS IN INSIDE/ ALMOST BOUGHT SOME CAMPING GEAR BECAUSE WE WAS GOING TO SLEEP OUTSIDE/
MAN I'M WONDERING IF WERE REALLY GOING TO BE ALRIGHT/WAITING ON THAT PHONE CALL COME AND GET THESE KEYS/ WAITING ON THAT PHONE CALL GREENVILLE CALL PLEASE/ WHEN WE GET THAT CALL WE ALL FALLING TO OUR KNEES/
CRYING OUR SOULS OUT FEELING STRESS RELIEVED/ WE CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE LIKE A KID GOING TO THE PARK/ WE'VE COME TO FAR AND LUCIFER WANTS A PART/ HE NEED TO STAY ON HIS SIDE LIKE HAIR THAT'S BEEN PARTED/
TANGLED UP AND LOCKED UP IN OUR OWN DREAD/ MY KIDS RELISH IT WHEN THEY SLEEP IN A BED/ MY KIDS WONDERING IF THEY'LL SLEEP IN BED/ MY KIDS WONDERING IF THERE GOING TO GET FEED/
ZOE ASKING QUESTIONS ARE WE DRIVING ANY FURTHER/ ZOE ASKING DADDY WHEN WE GOING HAVE OUR HOME/ ZOE TELLING DADDY I DON'T WANT TO WAIT ANY LONGER/ZOE TELLING DADDY SHE GOTTA USE THE BATHROOM/
SO WE DRIVE TO THE MARATHON GAS STATION/ WE PULL UP SO MUCH THAT WE'VE BECOME REGULAR FACES/ IM HOPING THAT OUR KIDS DON'T WALK THE SAME PAVEMENT/ WE SHOWING THEM LOVE AND OWN BAD HABITS/
FEELING LIKE A FAILURE IN YOU THERE EYES AND I CAN'T STAND IT/FEELING LIKE A HANDICAPPED PERSON GOT DAMN IT/ SHITS OUT OF POCKET MONEY ALWAYS BEING SPENT/ SHITS OUT OF POCKET AND WERE BARELY MANAGING/
SHITS OUT OF POCKET GOT A MOUNTAIN OF THAT LINT/ MAN WE BETTER THAN THIS MAN WE GOTTA STOP THIS/ WITH THESE DUAL BLADE RISKS GOTTA TAKE BETTER RISKS/
LIKE GOING FOR DREAMS YEAH THAT'S A BETTER RISK/ FUCK YA SUBCONSCIOUS FUCK THE WHAT IF/MAKE WHAT YOU SEE MANIFEST THAT SHIT/ FEEL SURE ITS GOING TO WORK PUT IN THAT HARDWORK/
IF ITS REALLY YOUR DREAM THAN YOU KNOW CAN NOT SHIRK/ ITS TAKES REAL FUCKING WORK GOT NO TIME TO FLEX/ STAY HUMBLE IN WHAT YOU DO LET THE WORK DO THE FLEX/ REAL RECOGNIZE REAL WHEN THEY SEE YA WORK THEY'LL CHECK/
THIS MY RAG TO THE RICHES STORY I'M UP NEXT/
