bad boy ~blesiv fanfic

(chapter 12)

(hehe as requested heres an update)

(Warning)
-This Chapter Contains :Self harm,Suicidal Thoughts,Drugs,and Violence-

(Side Note)
-If you guys ever feel sad,or not worth it always remeber theres people who care about you and love you if your ever going through something dont go through it alone im here my dms and inbox is always open i love you guys sooo much dont forget that i might not know you personally but i still care and love yall-
(-Suicide Hotline:1-800-273-8255)

Back To The Book

gio:i like you guys to meet .............My girlfriend Mack

E/o:aww hi
(cassies POV) 

i looked at him in shock GIRLFRIEND since when she gave me a dirty look i already knew we werent gonna get along.

-Skip To After School-

i got home and i went up stairs and took a shower 

~A Few Moments Later~

i got out of the shower lotioned my body and got some comfy clothes out and put them on 

~pjs/comfy clothes~

i then layed on my bed and did homework,after i just put my stuff away and fell asleep.

~Next Morning

i woke up and got dressed i wore

Today i was feeling lazy .i Then went downstairs and got my keys and bag 

~Skip To School~

i went up to gio 

Gio:GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME HOE

Me:wtf did i do 

he then stormed off,
why the fuck would he do/say that .i just got my stuff and went  to class .
~Skip To Lunch~

i got my stuff and walked to the table where we always hang out i saw the boys and ona,mel,and sam.I sat next to alex when he moved away from me 

Me:wtf is going on 

Alex:You!!,you fucking SLUT!

Carlos:why would you fucking do that,BITCH

Me:What did i fucking do that pissed you guys off

Ona:GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM US FREAK

Me:Ona you too *i said as my voice faded*

Mel:I CANT BELIEVE YOU

Mack:GO DIE WHORE

i just got up and ran to the restroom with tears falling down my cheeks i was a mess i cleaned myself up and went to my locker there were a pile of people at my locker i made my way to my locker and saw notes with whore,slut,bitch,freak.hoe,and go kill yourself writen on it i just pushed through people and drove home.Once i got home i threw everything i was mad and sad ,The Only Thing That Went Through My Head Was :Slut,Bitch,Whore,Freak,Hoe,And Go Killyourself.  i went upstairs and grabbed the box that was in my closet and blades,weed,and a lighter,and a blunt was all that was  in there. I grabbed the blade and just cut my arm over and over .i grabbed the blunt lit it and smoked while i just let my arm bleed.
~A Few Moments Later~

i got up and cleaned my arm and i put the box away i was high(obviously lmao as if you didnt know im sorry im stupid) i layed in my bed and cried and cried (im so dramatic lmao) i then fell asleep ..................................

~12am~
I Woke up to someone knocking on my door i went to check and it was...................................................................

~Im Sorry This Chapter Was Bad I Tried buh the next chaper is kinda good lmao i love you guys please dont use selfharm as a solution to anything my inbox is always opennn i love you guys so muchhhhh ~Please leave comments i love reading them :)~