Thanks [DK]

two - thoughts

TWO - THOUGHTS

TRIGGERING THEME/SCENE AHEAD 

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DK stopped in his tracks and turned to look straight at the girl, his gaze filled with hate, never fazing even when those honey brown eyes with hints of green looked back at him, those same eyes that used to make his heartbeat race. He ignored his heart, how it was restlessly beating, begging the boy to go to her and hug her tightly with all his strengths, how hurt it felt looking at her but still wanting her.  He ignored his feeling, putting up a facade of not having any. 

The girl asked, "Can you fire us whenever you want?", her honey like voice was coated with venom and ice proving that even she remembers even though she didn't show any signs of it. 

Vernon quick to recognize DK's look answered immediately, "Yes and No. You are allowed to leave whenever you want but we won't be able to fire you Y/N"

The girl, Y/N, gives her attention to Vernon, unlike her venom like voice, she gave Vernon a comforting smile. Which was almost enough to fool DK. Almost. 

"Any more questions?" DK's voice echoes around the room, his voice filled venom much stronger than Y/N's. It made everyone flinch even Vernon. Y/n was the only one who didn't move a inch as if she had prepared herself for this kind of treatment. 

DK's footstep echoed through the office as he walked towards his.  He couldn't breath, his heart was running crazy. Anger, hatred and curiosity clouded his thoughts.

How is she here? 

How dare she enters my office!?

Why after all these months is she here? 

These type of thoughts came in his mind. His breathing was fierce and loud, he shut his office door loud enough for everyone to hear, he locks his door.

Not being able to control himself  anymore, he immediately falls onto the ground with a thud. 

His breathing was still out off control, he tried his best to breathe slowly but he couldn't; tears fell. His whole body was shaking. He hadn't had such a anxiety attack in months. And that fact - even though he won't admit it - scared him to death. 

He tried to gasp air, he tried to stop the tears falling but he couldn't control himself.  He tried to slow his heart down.  After perhaps half an hour, his breathing came back to normal. His tears stopped and his head was clear. 

Y/n needs to go. 

He takes a deep breath and stands up.  He wipe his tears, his mind with one determined mission. Get Y/n out of his sight, if not then... His thoughts soon were interrupted with a call. He checked his phone and it was Vernon. He answered, knowing how worried sick Vernon can right now, "Hello Sir! Are you okay?" Vernon begs out, concern thick with his deep voice.  

"I am fine",  he said, his voice void of emotions. "Get me every information you can get about Kim Y/n" He orders Vernon. Vernon unable to see his best friend replies with a "yes"

"Also I am taking the day off" after that being said, he cuts the call. He checks himself in his front camera. He seemed just fine. Fine enough to go out and face the world hopefully without any Y/n. 

He comes out his office; just like the morning all the chattering shuts down into cold silence. He enters the elevator in a hurry. But he makes sure he looks casual and collected so they wouldn't suspect anything. 

He takes deep breath as soon as he clicks the 20th button and lets it out as a sigh.  The elevator slowly moving upwards made him think that years is passing with each floor. Because of the slowness of the elevator his thoughts involuntarily wents towards Y/n 

- "Y/n" a twelve year old DK squeaked out.  "What is it Oppa?" Y/n said unlike DK's high pitched voice, Y/n's voice was deep, it showed maturity and growth.  "Wanna play?" DK asked with a toothed smile. Even though Y/n had exams the next day, she nodded at him with a smile, thinking she can stay up the night to study- 

-3 years passed- 

- "Y/n" DK's deep voice calls out unlike 3 years ago, both Y/n and DK had grown to be an attractive girl  and boy. Y/n with her honey eyes with hints of green, it was confusing what type eye color Y/n had which made her features even more interesting. She had dyed her hair roots with silver, leaving the rest of the hair be black. It looked weird and unique, just like Y/n. And DK with his sun kissed skin and provocative lips, waiting to be kissed by the right person. His brown eyes were a common color but with him, you can stare at them for hours. Y/n came downstairs where DK was standing, "What?" Her voice, still ringing with maturity, her voice made DK's heart ache. Even he couldn't understand why. "I can't understand this homework Mr.Kim gave." DK says with a sheepish look.  Y/n looks at him dumbfounded, "That's the easiest shit I have done weeks DK" 

DK just pouts at her making her laugh. Her laugh soothing him in an unexplained able way. It made his heart ache so much. - 

His chain of memories broke when the elevator beeped indicating that he reached his destination, the pent house. No one except DK and Vernon was allowed to come to the pent house, anyone who tried ended up getting fired.  

The pent house was like any CEO's house. Rich, shiny and filled with expensive useless stuff.  The guards greeted him but obviously couldn't hide the surprise of seeing their boss so early. 

DK went towards the room, clearly frustrated with the situation around him- he tossed himself on the bed, completely drained of strength.  He hadn't eat since last night and his stomach was growling wild but DK ignored his needs and sent a text to Vernon-

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ANY THEORIES OR STUFF? DID YA ALL LIKE THE CHAPTER THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING ABOUT AN ANXIETY ATTACK SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I WROTE IT WRONG IT'S 12:42 AM HERE, WHAT'S THE TIME THERE ? - SJA