(this plays in like 2018-2019 so that means like the "new time" ? idk how to say this but I think you all understand. Also hyung= big brother ; pabo= idiot ; aegyo= cute display of affection for exemple making a cute baby voice or cute smiles)
You and the boys were friends for a long time because you've been friends with namjoon since the kindergarden days. Namjoon someday introduced you to the others before they debuted. The first you were introduced to was Yoongi. As you got to know him,you begun to grow feelings for him but you thought that it was like a big brother feeling. Eventually you knew that it was more as you begun to feel like a little/big sister to all the other members (I imagined she is a 95 liner like Taehyung and Jimin but you can imagine something else if you want). You were very confused as you didn't know what this feeling was.
You had enough since you automatcally had begun to try to avoid yoongi even though you really didn't want to. You didn't want to affect your friendship with yoongi but it only seemed like it worsen. The feeling was getting stronger and stronger and it led you to that someday Hobi-Hyung came in your way and asked what was wrong.
"Okay stop y/n. What's wrong with you lately? Or should I ask if something happend between you and Suga-Hyung ? I always thought you and him had the strongest bond besides RM-Hyung.",Hobi asked worringly. I never saw him so serious.
"What do you mean by that Hobi-Hyung? We're fine?",I nervously replied. I only talked with Namjoon-Hyung about this but he only said that I should find out myself what I felt.
"Oh so that's why Suga-Hyung has been kinda down lately? You even refuse to hang out with us when he's with us. I know that he's going to kill me as soon as he hears that I told you this but he told me that he thinks he has done something wrong or something that upset you and you know how he is. He didn't want to ask you because he hardly admits it himself. Please talk to him and tell me also what's wrong. I never saw him so sad.."
Your face drops at every word he says. You didn't know that it would affect him so much. "I..I don't know what's wrong with me either! I get really nervous and embarrassed around him and my heart pounds really fast like it's going to explode. I asked Namjoon-Hyung about this but he only said that I should find out myself. I'm happy around him and if also feels like I would do everything so that he remains happy..like I would give everything just to see him smile at me and that he can do what makes him happy.. but since this feeling makes me worry if I could destroy our friendship with it. I never wanted to make him sad you know? I'm sorry..I-",through all this I started crying. I never wanted to make him sad! He didn't do anything wrong!
"Oh well..I could have imagined it myself..but I could never imagined that you're actually that oblivious and stupid.", he said while rubbing his forehead in clear dissapointment. "What do you mean? If you know what this feeling means then please tell me!",I said still in tears. "It's love,you pabo!",he looked at me until his eyes darted behind me and he suddenly waved to me and ran as fast as he could while shouting "GOOD LUCK!" . I'm so stupid..i like him..no i love him..but how do I tell him and by the way why is Hobi-Hyung running away?
"What do you mean with goo-",I started but a voice behind me stopped me. "HEY HOBI WHY DID YOU MAKE HER CR-" I turned to him and felt my arms automatically cling into his waist. I tried to stop crying. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so-",I cried into his chest until he lifted my chin up with his finger and silenced my lips. "Pschh cry yourself out first. Crying helps,does it? You always tell me that,don't you?", he warmly smiles at me with his gummy smile showing up. I only cry more at how he's still being nice to me even though I hurt him. He lightly pushes my head into his chest as I cry without any sign of stopping. Eventually after some minutes I stop and distance myself a bit to look up to him (If you're taller,just imagine you're smaller than him)
"I- Okay firstly don't be mad at Hobi-Hyung..but he told me that you were hurt by my actions or more specifically me avoiding you.. He only wanted to know what's wrong so don't be mad at him. You should be mad at me for not understanding that through my actions which I thought would help you, only hurt you. I avoided you because..because I didn't understand my feelings for you. I felt like this for a longer time but only since a short time it became unbereabable to hide those feelings or to just suppress them. It was egoistic to do so although it didn't really helped me either because I really wanted to go on with our friendship. Hobi-Hyung made me realise that..this feeling is love. I know it sounds very stupid that I didn't - "
I felt something warm on my lips and also..wet? Okay apart of that he is kissing me...is he crying? Oh god I never saw him cry unless one time because his favourite pillow was ripped in two..shit what do I do? Through all my thinking,out of instinct I reply to his kiss by moving my lips in sync with his..I have never kissed anyone before but I can still say that he's the best kisser. His lips are warm and soft and match perfectly with mine. He breaks the kiss and beams with happiness "You actually like me? Like for real? You're not joking,are you?",he smiles at me with his gummy smile. "Of course I mean it..I-I love you. I never lied to you,did I? But why are you crying? I mean you're smiling but did I say something wrong?". "I'm happy..I would have never thought that you like me..I love you too.."
"Oh so you're happy,okay then I'm hap- wait..you love me? Seriously?",I said in disbelief. " I never lied to you,did I?",he smirks at me as I begun to grow fifty shades of red. "Means it we're together now?",I shyly say. He becomes red as a tomato as I say that. "If you want to..I would really want to be yours", he manages to say under his stuttering and even though of that he still smirks. He is really something.. I chuckle at my thoughts and he stares at me,awaiting my answer. "oops soorry but let me think about it..",I smirk. I can't let him being so full of himself,can't I? I tip my finger against my cheek as if I would think about it although I already know my answer. "Oh come on! Don't bully me like this!",he pouts. Shit how can I tease him like this when he pouts so cutely. I feel my cheeks getting warm again as I shyly nod. "Of course I'll be your girlfriend you pabo!". He smirks in satisfication and pulls me in his arms and he whispers smugly in my ears "Aegyo works everytime,now does it?" . "You fooled me!",I pout. I want to start whining as I hear loud cheers from behind.
"Finally you two! But I swear if you hurt each other in any way again I will break you both!",Jin-Hyung beams proudly. Jungkook and Taehyung are standing there and making loud whistle noises and Jimin is cutely pouting while saying "How come you choose him,Y/n? Well either way I'm happy for you both! " Hobi-Hyung and Namjoon-Hyung are just dancing and jumping around. I begun to laugh loudly. I look up to my boyfriend whoose standing beside me while he looks a bit annoyed because they clearly destroyed the moment but he is still very happy. I think he is also thinking the same thing as me.
"What would we do without them?"
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bts oneshots
Teen Fictionthis is probably a happy book so i will write fluffs and maybe smut but i still dont know about that.
