Metanoiaries || Cho Seungyoun

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a seungyoun's fancam in his debut in x1!! I'm suggesting to watch this video to support seungyoun's debut!!

yoo minji's

After his debut, we went to my apartment since they want to have a soju and barbecue.

as I watch them drink, i saw happiness in their faces. I'm happy that they finally debut as a group now and they can explain their selves through singing.

“noona let me help you there” dohyon said.

“no you should enjoy there” I said

“noona I'm still a minor so I can't drink soju, so I'll just help you here cooking some meat for us” he said

he quickly grab another pan and cook the meat.

after cooking, dohyon and i joined them.

“noona this is yummy!” dongpyo said as he put another piece of meat inside of his mouth

“of course it is, my future wife is good at cooking” seungyoun said as he put his arms around me.

“woah seungyoun, are you both planning to marry as soon as possible huh?” seungwoo said with his teasing tone

I felt comfortable after hearing his statement, I don't know if I can marry seungyoun. I'm scared that I'm being a hindrance to him to became a famous singer and songwriter.

“not this year, maybe next year?” seungyoun said as he drink the soju

“oooh~ So expect the unexpected noona” yohan teased me with his teasing tone

I didn't answer him, I'm not ready for a marriage and I really don't to be a hindrance for his success career.

After the drinking session, the 2000’s line is now sleeping peacefully in seungyoun's room and the hyung line was wasted and was sleeping in the living room.

I got up and went to the bathroom.

“why does it feel like I'm a hindrance for his career? Why does it feels like I'm a stepping stone for him? to achieve his goals?” I thought

“I know that I love him and I'm willing to protect and support him in anything he would like to do but why is it feels like I'm not gonna be a good charm for his career?” I added.

“baby? are you there?”

I was startled when I heard seungyoun's voice.

“baby? I want to pee, open the door”

“okay, wait for a minute I'm close to being done”

I quick wipe the tears in my face and I open the door. I was about to left the bathroom when seungyoun stop me.

“baby? did you cry?” he asked

“no I didn't cry”

“don't lie, your nose says it all” he said

I look at the mirror and I saw my nose, it was pinkish.

“baby tell me, did someone threaten you? or did someone bully you? tell me I'll best them to death” he said

“no baby it's just... I'm happy that you made it, you debut after all the hardships you faced in the show. I'm happy that no words can totally describe it”

“awww baby, iloveyou” he said as he hugged me tightly.

this feels so good, it felt like I'm safe, no insecurities involved. no over thinking.

“baby can you go out now?”

“why?” I asked

“I want to pee”

I laughed at him

“why do I need to go out to this bathroom? when I saw that before hmmm” I teased him

“baby!”

“yes, I'm going out now. Enjoy your pee” I said and laugh

“enjoy my pee? It's not like I'm gonna drink it. whatever” he said and close the door.