The day TFIL saved us

Suicidal Thoughts

Before I start this chapter I want everyone to know that you SHOULD NOT do this and if you are then tell someone you trust. I don't want anyone doing this. If you have suicidal thoughts tell someone instead of suffering. Now let's begin.
Mackenzie P.O.V
I froze at saying the word
Colby: A what?
I held up the blade the ran over to Shadow and roll up her sleeves. Both of her arm has cuts and bruises. Some of the cuts are fresh.
Mackenzie: Get me the first aid kit
Someone gave my in and I grabbed rubbing alcohol and bandaids to stop the bleeding. I put  the rubbing alcohol on her cuts and she had tears rolling down her face. I clean all of them and put the bandaids on her arm and after I was finished I rolled down her sleeves. Then I got up and put the first aid kit back. I go back to see Kylee hugging her with one arm while she's still asleep.
Mackenzie: Kylee she will be ok
Kylee: If she dies it's my fault
Sam: No it's not
Kylee: I've been with her for so many years I should take the blame for her hurting herself
Mackenzie: I think we should all go to sleep
Janiah: Yeah
We all go to sleep.
Shadows P.O.V
⚠️Cutting warning⚠️
I wake up and see Kylee sleep while hugging me. Fuck I'm hungry. I get out of her grip to grab my blade out of my bag then go to the bathroom. And roll up my pants to cut my ankles. Then I hear someone banging on the door. I ignore it.
Shadow: 1 for hurting my friends
2 for getting in everyones way
3 for getting stabbed
4 for being useless
5 for being a worthless piece of shit
6 for being ugly
7 for ruining everyone's life
And 8 for being broken
Your just a slut. Broken no one will ever want you. Just kill yourself. All these words in my head.I have 8 cuts on each ankle. I clean the blade hide it and rolled down my pants. Then walk out of the bathroom to see Colby crying.
Colby: Why
Shadow: I'm broken and get into peoples way
Colby hugged me and said he would help me. I don't know why but those words made me tear up.
Shadow: Thank you. I said crying
Colby: No problem just tell one of us next time
Shadow: I will
Colby: Now let bandage those cuts
Shadow: Ok
He gets the first aid kit and put bandages on all my cuts.
Shadow: Thank you and I'm sorry
Colby: Just stop ok
I handed him my blade.
Colby: Why are you giving this to me
Shadow: Throw it out
Colby: Ok
He throw out my blade and I gave him one more hug.
Shadow: I'm hungry I think I have cookies in my bag
Kylee woke up
Kylee: Did I hear cookies. She said in a tired voice.
Shadow: You could wake up for cookies but not school
We all were laughing.

To Be Continued