⚠️mention of rape and abuse⚠️
(Kinda inspired of 13 reasons why)
Jughead's pov
We weren't watching the movie anymore . I was sitting on the couch , with Betty on top of me as we were making out , french kissing actually .
It wasn't all fast and rough , it was slow but hot . She started grinding a little , her fingers trough my hair , while my hands were resting on her hips.
She got her hands off my hair and went to my shirt , wanting to pull it off . I pulled away from the kiss but she didn't got the hint and kissed my neck and put her hands under my shirt and brushed her fingers on my defined abs .
I tenses up and pulled her hands away . She tought I was only teasing her so she pushed me completely on the couch and started grinding more and more and put her hands back down trying to get my shirt off . I quickly started to get so uncomfortable.
I grabbed her wrists and pulled her hands off , more roughly this time .
She stopped kissing my neck and I sighed , she's gonna ask a shit tone of questions .
"Everything alright , my love?" She asked me and put her hands on my cheeks . I looked at her and played with my nails .
"Yeah , everything's fine. I'm just not in the mood , that's all." I respond hoping she'll let it go .
"Okay , it's fine , but why?" She asked me .
"I just don't want to , that's all" I respond and she looked at me worried . I looked at her and swallowed .
"Hey...what's wrong?" She said . I sighed .
"Nothing is wrong , I just don't feel like it , can we please just stop?" I asked getting annoyed .
"tell me what's wrong."
"Nothing is wrong" I said looking down .
She stayed silent for a while so I looked up at her .
"You swear on your mothers grave?"
She said and I didn't say anything .
I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out .
"Baby , tell me please."
She said again and I looked at her , my eyes filling with tears .
"It's not a big deal-" I started but she stopped me .
"Jughead." She gave me this look . I know that I will get in trouble if I don't tell her .
I looked at her and then down . She wiped away the tear that rolled down my cheek .
"Tell me" she whispered and brushed her thumb softly against my cheek .
I let out a little sob and sniffed .
"Last night my dad got home and h-he was drunk..." I took a little pause and tried to calm my breathing.
"I was in my room...he got upstairs and started b-banging on my door . I opened it and tried to calm him down but h-he was so-so a-angry..."
I cried softly and took a deep breath .
"He grabbed my neck and h-he started to strangle m-me...I pushed him off and that drove him so red...he pushed me down and started to...he started to kick me s-so h-hard.
I was bleeding and- he didn't cared...he got on top of me and he punched my face . When I got weak...I wasn't even seeing straight. I begged him to stop but he just started to get his pants off..." I cried.
Betty looked at me in shook and wiped my tears away .
"He got...he got his pants off and dragged me to the bathroom related to my room . He got me next to the toilet and banged my head against it multiple times so h-hard . I looked up at him and he grabbed my head and t-tried to make me b-blow him."
I admitted and looked at Betty . She looked at me and looked so sad .
"I pushed him off and he scoffed , leaving the room. I laid down and tried to breath , only a few seconds later , he was back with the broom."
I said and took a big , shaky breath .
"He put his pants back on and smirked... he grabbed the collar of my shirt and..."
I stopped . I can't say that , I can't , I'm too disgusted to say this .
"And what?" Betty asked me .
I just looked at her .
"A-and then ... he put me down and left.." I lied .
She looked at me and sighed .
"Baby...you can tell me anything , you know that right?" She said and I looked at her in the eyes .
"I can't say it" I admitted and looked down .
I started to cry more and more .
"Baby...you can tell me...what did he do after?" She asked carefully and I closed my eyes and looked down .
"H-he bend m-me over on the sink and he...h-he got my p-pants off...I tried to push him off but he was t-too s-strong and I couldn't move...he was holding my h-head down and I could hardly breath. He...he spread my legs and I-put the b-broom in...m-me and...in and out u-until I was b-b-bleeding and-and then he just put it so d-deep...but nobody could h-he-hear me screamed because he was covering my mouth with...with h-his hand...When h-he was d-done , he pulled it o-out and threw i-it on the floor . He let me go and I j-just couldn't s-stand anymore...I f-fell on the floor and just c-cried in pain...the b-broom was full of blood...I-I went to see if I was bleeding and I w-was b-bleeding a l-lot and my hand was covered in b-blood..."
I admitted and then started to sob so hard .
"Oh my god...baby..." she cried
I wiped my tears away and she got off of me .
"I'm sorry..." I sobbed and looked at her , her that was now sitting next to me .
She looked at me confused .
"What are you sorry for? Don't apologize baby it's not your fault , alright?"
She told me and I sighed . I put my head on her lap and she kissed my hair softly .
"I love you , never forget that..."
She whispered , me hearing those last 6 words before falling asleep , my chest way less heavier than earlier.
