I had a dream last night, about you. We were happy, we had four kids; a boy, twin girls and a little baby girl. We had a farm in the hill country, and a huge three story house. You were out in a empty field with the kids playing. I sat in grass on a blanket with the baby and the dogs. You looked over at me with our son on your back and the girls trying to get on also.
You just smiled, and it was the happiest I think I ever saw you. And then everything slowly blurred out as I woke up. When I was completely wake, I cried. I cried for the life I could've had with you. I cried because even now as we are friends you have never smiled at me like that. I cried because all I want is that with you, a family, a life, children, a whole existence with you and only you.
I don't think I can ever look at you again with out the vision of your smile appearing in my mind. Please just know that I love you. I love you so much more than I can even explain.
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