Miracle, First Snow

Break UP

"The number you have dialed is unreachable. Please try again later,"

This was the fourth time I called but Luhan didn't pick up the call. I called again and it went to the voicemail, again.

"Oppa, please call me back as soon as possible," I then pressed the 'sent' and it reached Luhan's phone. Will he listen to my voicemail?

I looked at the paper file that Chanyeol gave me yesterday.

"Will he accept me even if I'm going to blind soon?" I stared at it and I felt my heartbeat raced as I planned of the way to tell him about my condition. I called him again and this time, he picked up.

"Hello?" All I could hear through the phone was Luhan's cold voice which sent me shudder and a noisy background. It was full of screaming and the music was so loud and annoying.

"Oppa, where are you? I need to tell you something,"

"It is none of your business. Stop caring about me and spent your love with your little ex-boyfriend," he yelled at the other line and it was obvious that he was in a club since there's seductive voices in the background. What is he doing there?

"What boyfriend?! Can you come to my house and have a talk?" I felt angry when he said my love was with Chanyeol and the worst thing was he was in a club. He let out a groan before ended the call. The flame was still inside my body, going to burn down my organs. Why is everyone in this world like club so much?! It was full of dirty things that can spoiled our innocent mind!!!!

Soon, after thousands of minutes, the door finally clicked. The door opened and revealed a drunk Luhan. The smell of alcohol that came from him made my smell receptors tense up.

"What did we have to talk about? About you cheat on me?" His voice sounds cold like ice that could freeze my heart.

The lovely caring Luhan was not here anymore. The Luhan right now was like a monster, another side of him.

"Can't you just stop saying that I cheat on you? Since when I cheat on you?!! Did you really have to talk to me in that way?" I held back my tears. This was the first time I heard him shouted and yelling at me after we dated for almost half a year.

"Is this what the real Luhan will do when he is in this freaking drunk condition?" A tears rolled down her red cheek that cause from the anger just now. It followed by others tears, kept rolling down non-stop.

"So? I saw your bitchy side too!!!! I saw it with both of my eyes!!!!" He scoffed and I saw something that I couldn't understand in his dimmed eyes, no more sparkling. "Didn't you realize that I was on the spot too when you and your ex were hugging in the park? Of course you don't know because you are enjoying to stay in his warm embrac-"

*SLAP*

His words stopped as my hand landed on his cheek. Yes, I slapped him. His words were so mean and it hurt me like there's thousands of knives went through my heart.

"Shut up!! We were just friends, nothing much!!!" I felt guilty whenever I saw his red cheek with five fingerprints on it, "it-"

"There's nothing to explain," he cut me off instead of letting me explained.

"If you don't want to hear my explanation, how about telling me some 'excuses' why you're in a club just now?" I stared at him with my broken heart.

He didn't answer me and kept himself silent.

"Wae? Why can't you explain it?? Because you are busy flirting with those sluts just now?" I scowled, "you are the one who cheat on me!! A guy who already have girlfriend won't went to a club!!!"

"Stop it," he gritted.

"Why should I stop? You are the one who started everything !!!" I yelled at him . This is the worst fight between us.

"I said STOP IT, bitch. Don't make me hurt you,"

"You are the one who doesn't let me explain!! You don't have the right to command me stop. If you want to hurt me, then do it. You already hurt me!!!!! Bastard!!!!"

*SLAP*

I held my left cheek. He slapped me. He really did it.

"You really do this to me?" Sh muttered as tears falling down.

He was the one who comfort me in the past when I'm alone, but right now he was the one who hurt me like hell!!!!! It's even worst than Chanyeol, at least Chanyeol won't hit me.

"Let's break up. We are over!!! So get out of my house now. Get out!!!! I don't want to see your jerk drunk face anymore. Get out of my sight!!!" I shouted at him, no. I actually screamed at him. He deserve that.

He stormed out the house and slammed the door with a loud bang. My legs felt weak and fell on the floor.

"How could you do this to me?!" I cried out my lung loudly. I stared at the paper file. It's useless.

"Start from now on, I am single and live alone again. What a pity ," I mocked myself as I tore the paper file and result into pieces. "There's no use to tell him about this," I threw the pieces into dustbin.

I cried myself to sleep and planned to start a new life alone, without anyone's help, especially him, Luhan.