花 - Yuwin [NCT BXB] ✓

我很抱歉，我太爱你了

Yuta sat in the hospital bed, crying... crying, as tears poured, staining the medical bed.

"Y-Yuta?" Sicheng asked.

"Hey, I'm so glad you are still here," Yuta said, smiling at the boy.

"Why am I here?" Sicheng said, not recalling any memory of him going to the hospital.

"It's okay, you are just here for an allergic reaction," Yuta said, caressing Sicheng's face.

"Oh, really?" Sicheng asked.

"Yeah," Yuta said.

There was a silence until Yuta spoke once again.

"Hey, can I tell you about this boy, called Winwin?" Yuta asked.

"Mhm," Sicheng said, nodding at his platonic best friend.

"Well, I had the biggest crush on him since we were little. He was the best thing that happened in my life. It wasn't until I found out that he had liked me, and I didn't know how to react, but joy. His friend, Hendery told me, that Winwin liked me, but he had been coughing up whole entire flowers," Yuta spoke.

"Why?" Sicheng interrupted.

"One-sided love," Yuta said, smiling sadly.

"Another question, why is his name is Winwin?" Sicheng asked.

"Because... he won my heart more than once," Yuta said, then he continued with the story.

"Anyways, I forced him to go get surgery for it to be removed, but he wouldn't. Until I threatened him that if he had died, I would die. So, he did. He told me before leaving to do the surgery that he would never forget his undying love for me," Yuta said, starting to tear up again.

"Well, now he doesn't even remember me," Yuta said, sadly sighing as tears brimmed up.

"I'm sorry," Sicheng said, patting Yuta in the back.

"I know, but I have to go, Visiting hours are closing soon," Yuta said.

"Hey, can I ask you if a favor?" Yuta asked.

"What is it?" Sicheng asked the older male.

"Well, I've been wanting to do this something with my crush, but I never got to. It's my dream but I couldn't do it," Yuta said.

"I can be in substitute for him," Sicheng said, smiling.

Yuta nodded and smiled back. Yuta sat on the side, closer to the IV bag so Sicheng doesn't have to disconnect to it on accident.

"Can you sit on my lap?" Yuta asked shyly.

Sicheng did what Yuta asked for. Yuta put Sicheng's arms around Yuta's neck, then wrapped his arms around Sicheng's waist.

Yuta looked up at Sicheng, and smiled brightly, as he blushed.

"I've actually always wanted to kiss him, so can I kiss you?" Yuta asked, Sicheng staring in Yuta's eyes.

Sicheng nodded.

"Also, is it okay if it becomes a little bit rough?" Yuta shyly asked.

He nodded again. Yuta suddenly felt his heart beating loudly once again.

Yuta connected his lips with Sicheng's, passionately kissing. Sicheng automatically kissed Yuta back. Yuta bit on Sicheng's lips, not enough to hurt the boy. Things got a little bit heated on accident, the two were really into it, until they both realized that they both need to pull away and stop making out.

Yuta was the first to pull away from the kiss, caressing Sicheng's cheek. Sicheng got off, and he had a weird feeling in his chest. He felt like he had something in his chest longing for that to happen to himself as if he used to be in love with Yuta. Or, something like that.

Yuta waved goodbye, thanking Sicheng. Sicheng waved back, laying on the bed, playing with his phone.

Yuta left the room, he, then coughed up a bloody red, chrysanthemum flower, whole.

"The only regret I would have was not confessing to you earlier. I'm so glad, Sicheng, you are living a normal life again, but soon, I'll be out of the picture, I'm so sorry, I love you so much," Yuta mumbled, exiting out of the hospital, as petals fell on the ground. Tears started to brim up, then...

"我很抱歉, 我爱你" Yuta thought.

(I'm so sorry, I love you)

The End~