Make you Pay

The Feelings Won't Go Away

I want do die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to leave. I want to run away. I want to get away. I want to die. Someone please kill me. I hate my life. I want to die. I want to die. Penny thought as she stayed paralyzed on her bed in her apartment with Aunt May.

KNOCK KNCOK KNOCK

"Sweetie? Are you okay? You didn't eat anything."

Well I had a dildo shoved in my throat and I can barley speak without my throat and chest burning. Penny thought. She stayed silent. She heard Aunt May sigh.

"The apple pie will be in the fridge if you get hungry. I'll head of to work, now. Call me if you need me."

Trust me I will. If not 911. Penny thought. She looked at her window. The Avengers tower. She shot up and and covered her window. She did not want to see THAT SHITTY HELL HOLE.

"Karen... ." She choked her words.

"Yes, Penny?"

"Complete shut down and don't turn on ever again."

"Are you sure, Penny?" Karen's voice was concerned.

"Positive... ." Her voice was raspy and it hurt like shit.

"Alright. Karen lock down... ."

"Now let's get rid of you."

Penny took the Spider-girl Suit and took her bicycle and rode till the Golden Gate Bridge. It was windy, there were tiny aim droplets and foggy. She took a look at the suit and clenched her fists. She threw it into the lake and watched as the shit drowned into the abyss.

"Fuck you, Stark. Fuck you all." Penny cursed. She went back home and slept her day and night off.

NEXT MORNING...

She woke up by the sound of her phone alarm. She got up and showered. Her body still aches and cramped. She wore a black hoodie and black jeans with boots and an umbrella. She took the train subway to school and checked her phone. Then something came up to her mind.

I have to change my phone and get a new number. I have to get away. Penny thought and turning of her phone. She waited and finally got to school. She walked in the hallways to her class.

"Hey, Parker!"

No, not now. Any day but not today, please. Penny thought. She suddenly felt her world turn back and her limbs fell to strong arms.

"PENNY! SHIT! PR. COULSON! HELP!"

Penny woke up to breakfast bright light. A cold cloth on her head, her ears ringing. A horrible headache. Her body aching since that day.

"Penny?"

She looked ver and was surprised to see the last person she expected to help her in high school.

"F-Flash... ." Penny choked her words. Flash looked at her and smiled softly. He sat down next to her hospital bed.

"You just gave me a heart attack, Penny."

"You brought me here?" Her voice was raspy.

"Yep."

"T-Thanks... Flash?"

"Yeah?"

"I want to die."

Flash didn't get first. But then his eye widened in shock. He basically chocked on air.

"What?!"

"You always hated me. I'm giving you permission to kill me." Penny smile with tears in her eyes.