Melodrama

03

Dongpyo's

After I told him what happened, he stands up and stare at the ceiling above. The emotions that I didn't feel earlier are all coming and it's slowly sinking to my mind that I'm not enough to make Eunsang stay,

I'll never be enough to make someone stay.

I chuckled bitterly as I feel my heart burning with pure disappointment to myself.

Seungwoo hyung put his right hand on my shoulder and sat down beside me again and said:

"You know Dongpyo, I used to be like that before. I know how it feels, but I can help you get over him you know?" He let out a playful smile that makes me wanna laugh even though there's still a lingering feeling of regret inside of me. But now that I've told someone about it, I feel alot better than before.

"And what are you gonna do mister? Make me fall in love with you?" I said while holding my laugh. I don't know why, but I find myself comfortable enough with him to exchange some of this flirty joke. Or is it the alcohol talking?

"I can do much more than that!" He said and we stare at each others eyes before laughing our asses out.

It's gonna be a long night

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It's been months after the incident in the bar, but Seungwoo hyung kept in contact with me. When I'm feeling down he'll bring me to an ice cream parlor to make me feel better, when I feel like nobody's willing to listen to me, he'll invite me to walk around the park and listen to my problems, and most importantly, he'll cuddle me when I'm feeling lonely.

I am thankful that I've met him, because without him I'll live like a robot. He's the one who's reminding me that I shouldn't overwork myself.

Seungwoo hyung's like a calm breeze on a summer haze that keeps me sane. His warm smile that could melt a snow storm, His deep tantalizing eyes that holds a lot of emotions, and his cuddles that feels like home.

I am deep in my thought here in a nice cafe when someone enters. I was shocked to see Eunsang who's a little bit thinner than before. I know to myself that I no longer feel anything to Eunsang, but I'm a bit worried about him.

I was about to pack my things and head out, but he turns to my direction and noticed my presence.

He smiled a little and walk towards my place. I was surprised because he sat down casually infront me. Like nothing bad happened between us.

"Hi Dongpyo! it's been a while." He said while looking directly into my eyes. I saw something unreadable in his orbs, but I decided not to care.

"Yeah..." I said and I averted my gaze from him and stare at my clasped hands on my lap. I know that our story has ended long ago, but seeing him again reminds me of our happy moments before. I don't love him like before but that doesn't mean that I can erase him easily in my life.

"I just wanna say sorry for all the things that I've done to you. I know it won't bring back the old times, but we both know that our friendship had brought us together. And I hope that someday you'll forgive me and be my friend again just like the old times."

Eunsang wipes the lone tear that had fell from his eyes. And I couldn't help myself but to cry my feelings out. The insecurities, the sadness, and loneliness that I've felt when we were together.

He stands up and sat down beside me to hug me tightly. I cried and hugged him back.

"I missed you my best friend for six years and counting. I'm such a jerk I know that, but I hope you can forgive this jerk right here."

"I missed you too, but it still hurts so bad and I hope you'll give me time."

"I can wait for you, just like before."

I calmed myself down and wiped the remaining tears on my face and smiled at him.

"Yeah, just like before."

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A little moment for eunpyo nation because why not? Hehe enjoy!