Ryan's POV
I surprised Alex yesterday and I've never seen him so happy but something happened when I was in America and I need to tell him but I really don't want to hurt him. He is my world and I didn't mean anything I did...
i sat in the kitchen staring into space
"ryry?" alex asked, concerned.
i snapped out of my trance and looked at him
"what? um sorry- yeah?" i said back
"what's wrong you're acting weird?" he came and sat next to me.
i looked down and tried to hold back tears.
"ryan what's wrong you can talk to me" alex said calmly
"i...i ch-cheated..i'm so sorry i lo-"
he cut me off
"don't even say that next part if you loved me you wouldn't have done that" he cried and ran upstairs.
i sat with my head in my hands crying. i couldn't lose him he's my everything and i really didn't mean to hurt him.
