Unexpected

chapter3

It has been one week since graduation and I am extremely  happy and grateful even though Natalie wasn't there to support me ,Neil was and that was all that matters to me .
Even though I was hoping she  came to even show that she even care a bit she didn't.

I am currently at home feeding Neil, when Natalie storm in took Neil from me, place him on the seat ,grip my hand and drag me up the stairs.

"Wait you can't leave him like that, what if he falls." I ask her feeling scare for his safety.

She glared at me and continue up the stairs .

She throw the bag I never realized was in her hand on the  bed.

"Try them on" she demands.

"What are they?"
I pick the bag getting happy for natalie haven't bought me anything in along time.

"Now!" I flinched from her loud, rough voice .

Trembling ,I took the bag and went in the bathroom.

In the bag I found clothes that only strippers would wear ,not like I have a problem with strippers but I would never in my life think I would be trying them on ,but for what? I took them out and held each pair up to see if my eyes are deceiving me are it's really what  I'm holding in my hands.

"What am I going to do with these?" I ask her as I exit the bathroom.

"I want $5000 when you return ." She said like she was simply asking me  about my day.

'How am I going to make that much money Natalie?" I exclaimed shock of her demand.

There is certain limited a person can stand going and this time it has gotten to far.

"So do what you do best be a slut" she sneered at me

'What, why is she doing this to me isn't she supposed to be my mother the one that I'm supposed to talk to, have fun with ?....yet still I've received this one  who is willingly pushing me to have sex with men'

It not the first time she telling me to do this but this time she's  threatening me. She also know that I will never give myself to someone that I don't know for I'm waiting for that special person.

"Where am I going to get so much money?" I asked her again

She sigh as if I have said the  stupidest thing ever, "the same place you get it to go to school."
"What?" I exclaim can't believe what my supposed mother is saying to me, her daughter.

"Don't come back to this house with out it are both you and that brat down stairs are out of here"she said and went down stairs.

I plop down on the bed with tears streaming down my cheeks feeling defeated .

I don't have any where else to go and Neil will definitely get sick if I decide to leave for temperature has fallen because of the time of year and I definitely  don't want him to be homeless.

Sighing I wipe my eyes and went back down stairs

"Who is going to look after him?"

"His he not my child?" she questioned  and roll her eyes.

I went back up stairs and start putting on ...I don't even know what this thing name is. I felt my body been pushed on the bed  both my arms grip and fold behind my back with my legs held captive between Natalie's   I hiss lowly because of the pain shooting all over my arm hurts  for a second time for the day as I turned on my back and stared at the monster in front of me I felt helpless i didn't even have time to react.

"Don't you there tell anyone about this are I swear I will kill you and that brat."she continue before getting off me and walk to the door.

I pull myself  from the bed and winced.

" Hurry up you whore !" She shout and slam the door as she storm from the room.

fixing myself I  open the door, went down stairs; pick Neil up from his crib and kiss his soft cheeks as a tear slide down my cheeks whispering to his sleeping form that I will be back .