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tocktime.
my mother used to say god can forgive you, but time doesn't stop for anyone.
how true that was. even if sometimes i wonder if god is real.
i am in no religion. but i i've always believed in god. even after everything that has happened.
time goes too fast sometimes and with it, life.
for some strange reason i feel like i've lived too long. i feel as though i should have been long gone.
i sometimes look out the little window and wonder if time really isn't real and we just relive the same day over and over again just with different things happening each time and it feels as though we live a different day, but its really just a way of not creating chaos and the government to keep us in check.
its scary knowing something like the government exist.
government.
such an ugly word for mostly ugly people.
but its funny how we still put so much trust into it even though we know how bad they truly are.
god. humanity really is something.