My visit to South Korea // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

It's been a week and I haven't seen Lisa at all , to be honest I know she can't visit at all times she came here on business but it really feels shit , it feels like another half of me is missing. It seems like every minute is an hour it's just feels like forever.

I'm at the stall selling my bracelets when that rude young woman comes.

"I saw the bracelet Lisa got from here" the girl says , how the fuck does she know Lisa?

"Oh um yeah we don't sell the adult bracelets anymore" I say to her

"Yeah well we are getting married in March now so I wanted you to make her another bracelet for our wedding because she seems to like the bracelets you make" the girl says to me , my eyes widen and my chest drops , she's marrying Lisa? that girl is marrying Lisa?

My Lisa? the one who took my virginity , took my heart and I willingly gave it to her. That Lisa? I brace myself even though I feel knots forming in my throat , my eyes become watery and I feel sick to my stomach.

Everyone told me not to trust her and yet I did.

"Oh I can do that for you , is it in March you want it for?" I try to casually ask

"Yeah and listen the day in the tailors I was really rude to you and I wanna apologise , I'm getting married I need to be more mature now and Lisa really gets mad when I behave that kind of way so I'm really sorry & I'll pay you extra for the bracelet" she says to me , my eyes water and she smiles , she genuinely is changing and it's because she's happy and falling for Lisa.

"Don't worry I'll do it for free , consider it a gift" I whisper out

"No no I have to pay you , she really likes the bracelet , I want one that says N and L on it , do you think you can do that?" Nancy asks me

"Ofcourse , and for real it's a gift , congratulations I hope you both stay happy" I smile even though I'm breaking down inside.

"Thank you , your a saint" she replies and then leaves.

"I just heard everything are you okay?" Irene says as she walks towards me and wraps her arms around me.

"I'm perfectly fucking fine Irene I knew it already , I already knew that she was too good to be true , I knew all of the fucking shit these rich inhumane people are capable of doing yet I still don't know why I'm so FUCKING MAD" I growl , Irene sighs and wraps her arms around me , I won't fucking cry not when the children are around me , not when I'm stronger than this.

I'm poor for fucks sake , I should be used to this. But my world feels like it's falling apart.

"Seriously Jen , Seulgi is taking over my stall , you go home I'll take over here okay" Irene says worriedly

"So I can go home to the fucking bed she bought me , how the fuck can I be so stupid" my eyes water but I close my eyes and breathe in trying my best not to burst into insane amount of tears.
 
"I fucking hate her , how dare she" Irene growls in anger

"No matter how much we hate her , she's rich , powerful and we will always be the little pieces of shits no one cares about Irene" I whisper

She sighs and wraps her arm around me , I lean into her and lean on her shoulder

"Yeah well I care about you , fuck everyone else , it's always been us two since we've been kids , we survived when those gangsta's came and shot half of the people in this village , or when your parents passed? or how about when someone ran your leg over with a motorbike and you worked your ass off despite having a broken leg?"

"That was fucking painful" I whisper , nothing as painful as finding out Lisa has been playing me. Why me? I'm helpless ? I have fucking nothing.

"It was painful , what I'm trying to say is we get through all this shit because we're strong people , you got this , your gonna be strong because that's how my best friend fucking is" Irene says as she nudges me , I giggle and nod

"I got this , Hey Taeyang Oppa"

"YES" he responds

"I need you guys to help me move a bed out" I respond

"A bed? what are you gonna do without a bed?" Topp responds

"I don't want it , it doesn't feel right , do any of yous want it" I ask

"I'll take it , My mum's not well , it would be good use to her " Bobby responds

"Its all hers bro" i reply , I don't need anything of Lisa's , she can fuck herself.

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Bobby , Taeyang , B.I and GD all help move the bed out

"Jennie? What are you doing?" It's Lisa , she's here , why is she here?

"I'm giving the bed to Bobby's mom" I reply fake smiling

"Why? Why would you do that?" Lisa asks as she holds my wrist and turns me around , anger evident on her face.

"Sorry would you rather me give it to your wife?" I ask with my arms crossed

Lisa's face dropped

"Jennie , Jennie listen to me" Lisa pulls my arm but I pull it back , panic evident on her face

"Stay the fuck away from me and the kids do you understand , I'll never forgive you for this" I cry out as I slam the door shut.

Watching from my window it's been 10 minutes and Lisa has crashed outside my house , she's sitting there , as the rain begins to pour.

I wanna go out and hold her and wrap my arms around her but I shouldn't do that.

She is a married woman.

Lisa bangs down my door again.

"Jennie open the door please , I don't fucking love her , my parents are forcing me to marry her" Lisa says as she bangs down the door.

"Go home Lisa , I can't deal with this right now" I cry out

"Jennie please" the rain gets worse , it's thundering now and Lisa is drenched in rain.

"Go home , I don't want to talk about this , go home to your fiancé she fucking loves you Lisa" I growl out

"Jennie please listen to me , I love you so much you have no fucking idea how much I love you" she cries out

"I never want to see you again , thank you for what you've done for the kids but that's it , don't come here again , leave me alone please" I cry out as I had enough of her pleading

Lisa gets into her car and as soon as she walks off I scream out a cry , my heart breaks into hundreds of pieces as I hysterically bawl my eyes out.

"Why me?"
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"Hello Jennie Unnie we got you breakfast" Yeri says as she smiles and walks towards me

"Where did you get the money from to get me breakfast Yeri?" I ask , all the children know what happened yesterday , they must of heard me cry my eyes out last night.

"Irene Unnie gave us the money and Lucas is gonna get the stall ready whilst I give you a head massage" she responds

I can't help but smile even though my heart is aching , I hold my arms out as yeri runs to me

"All of yous come here" I respond

They run to me as I group hug them

"I love you guys so much" I whisper

"We love you more Jennie Noona , your the best thing in the world for us and no amount money could ever change that" Mark responds

I giggle and kiss his forehead lightly

"My babies"