Gorgeous Nightmare [Max Green Love Story]

Chapter 25

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Snow's P.O.V

I got up bright and early so I can get to the train station. It feels so surreal that I'm actually leaving this tour. I have to though. And the guys can't do anything about it. I can't believe I've lived on this bus for almost a month it's gonna be weird sleeping in my own bed again. It's now 6am. We haven't left the venue from last night. I quickly got up and got dressed. I didn't bother to put makeup on cause lets face it I'm probably going to be sleeping the whole way home anyway. I got off the bus and went over to the FIR bus. I wanted to see if they were awake. I at least want to say good bye to them. When I got on the FIR bus everyone was still asleep. Well I don't blame them it is 6:30 in the morning. They had a long night. I then came up with the best idea ever. Since I have a passcode on my phone I can put music through the bus speakers as loud as it goes to wake them all up. I then quickly ran off the bus to get my phone. I have to do this quietly cause I don't want to wake them up before. After I grabbed my phone and went back on the FIR bus. I went into the drivers quorters and plugged in my phone. I turned up Sleeping With Sirens. The song Kick Me. What a great song. The beginning started and I heard some grunts. When the courus came all you heard was yelling.

"What the fuck!?" Jacky screamed. He ran up to the front of the bus in rage, he was half asleep. When he realized it was me, he suddenly opened his eyes all the way.

"Snow ball you are gonna pay!" He yelled and threw me over his shoulder. He started whipping me around in circles.

"Oh god stop before I puke!" I yelled back. He then put me back on my feet and kissed my cheek. I went back up to the front and shut the music off. It was amazing none of the other guys woke up.

"How did the other guys not wake up?" I asked. Jacky just shrugged.

"Well we all party on the bus so we learned to sleep through anything." He said.

"I wanted to say goodbye to them before I left." I said putting my head down.

"What do you mean you're leaving?" He asked with saddened eyes.

"This tour is just too much on me. I'm going home. I wanted to come over and say goodbye to everyone. I have to be on the train to get back to California at 10." I said. I almost started crying. Jacky didn't say anything he just came over and hugged me.

"Thank you for being one of the ones who are always there for me." I said.

"I'm gonna go wake up the rest of the guys." He said before letting go of me and going to the bunk area. I sat down on the couch. I started looking around and I realized how much I'm going to miss this place as being my second home. Soon all the guys came out with extreme bed head and were half asleep.

"I'm sorry to wake you guys." I said with a small smile.

"It's okay I've been awake for hours." Ronnie said. I started laughing a little.

"Nice Frozen quote, Ronnie." Derek said.

"Okay, I have something to tell you guys but I have to make it really quick so please sit down." I said standing up and started pacing back and forth. All the guys then sat down and looked at me with curious looks but Jacky just came up to me and put his arm around me. Which when he did this it stopped me from pacing.

"Okay so what did you wanna tell us?" Ron asked. I took a deep breath.

"I'm leaving. I took Derek's advice and I'm going home. This tour is just hard on me. Craig told me I can come back whenever I want." I said with a smile.

"I can't believe you're leaving. But I am extremely happy for you. You went with your heart wants and that is the most you can do for yourself." Derek said. I then stood up and gave them all hugs. I got all their phone numbers and they said I could call them and text them whenever I want. I said my final goodbyes to them and went back to the ETF bus to get my stuff. When I got back on the ETF bus I realized it was almost 8:30. I have to go! I started screaming for all the guys to wake up so I can say goodbye. When they all got up, they realized what was going on. I gave them all hugs and got all their numbers so I can call them whenever I wanted just like the FIR guys said. I said goodbye to all of them. Tj started crying. I felt really bad. Him and I have grown really close. It's going to be hard waking up every morning and not see my brother or Tj; or never mind. I'm going to miss all of them like crazy. I grabbed my suit case and bags and left the bus for the final time. The train station was not that far away so I just decided to walk. As I was walking I put my iPhone on and started listening to music. The song I Miss You by Blink 182 came on. I started crying. I have only been away from them for 20 minutes and I already miss them. When I got to the train station I stopped crying. The woman checked my ticket and everything and I got on the train. It was like a 10 cart train with a little walk way between each cart. I'm going to be on this damn thing for 17 hours. Lord hope I don't have a kicking kid behind me.

TIME LAPSE TO 17 HOURS LATER.

Well I'm back in California. I slept for about 10 hours of the ride. I got off the train and I checked my phone. I already have 6 missed calls from Tj and 10 texts from Craig. I answered all of it and I went home. I never realized how close I lived to a train station! What sucks is having to drag these bags back to my apartment. When I got to my apartment, I took my key out of my carry on bag. I opened to door. I am back to my old life now..

(I know this is a kinda short chapter but I wanted to update for you. I love this chapter for some reason and I hope you guys love this chapter as much as I do. Okay yeah. I hope you enjoyed it. Thank you for reading and THANK YOU FOR 10K READS!!! HOLY SHIT THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY!

( Edited 2/20/19)