A new age the fifth Pevensie

Was it real?

Please skip this chapter is you aren't comfortable with abuse or mentioning it suicide

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Leah pov

I didn't look back all I could feel myself grumble just a couple more steps I thought I was tired not just physically but emotionally, I want to sleep forever and never wake up.

3rd person

The high queen ignored the concern stares of everyone as soon as she was away from prying eyes, she ran, she didn't realize she had arrived at the stone stable.

Leah pov

All my emotions came crashing down making me fall onto the stone table nothing else matters; not peter, not my control over my magic.

I felt completely drained I felt all the pains i had suffered from being attack by Saphira becoming more harder to ignore but i had nothing left

I didn't have the strength to heal myself and I felt I  didn't deserve to heal after all Peter was right I'm a freak the sooner I was gone the better.

"Do it"

Gasping I shock hearing the voice I dreaded since the beginning and as the voice becomes stronger to the punt it began just noise yelling one after another making me cry out.

I just wanted it to stop.

Susan pov

How could he?
How?

Feeling ever fiber of my beaking about to explode how could peter be so horrible and wanted so bad to shoot an arrow throw his head...... but I knew I couldn't..well.

I didn't give peter the attention he wanted; saying how he didn't mean what he said but I saw the truth in his eyes how he wanted everyone to believe he was the victim but no one believed him, everyone heard and saw what he had done and nothing could make us forget.

I raced to fined Leah before she doses anything stupid this wasn't the first time.

Past Leah pov...........warming please don't read if you are not comfortable with abuse

They won't stop the sleepless nights all of the same thing some were different but the ending our always the same.

It's only been a year since we left Narnia since the nights become plagued with nightmares, could I call them nightmares if they really happen;

only differences are I don't come back to life. Peter and I had another argument again always the same he still trying to get used to being an adult who ruled a kingdom to a teenager who got treated like a child.

And on top of all that mother... shes completely changed to everyone including Susan and lucy, and peter and Ed. She acted like the nicest human

bean in the world... but behind closed doors she's a changed woman, she would but the white witch to shame; she becomes abusive emotions and sometimes physical.

Ever since I told her the other no about my magic she switched first its was all sweet and slowly things changed, she would say things but apologize straight after saying she had a long day but each and every day the apologias became less and less.

One day I was practicing my magic why everyone was out she was watching threw the gap threw the door silent just watching I don't know what happen I still don't.

She had slammed open my door open the door making it almost come off its hinges making me gasp in shock and lose control of my magic cracking my mirror.

"MUM!!"

before I could utter another word she began shouting in anger and disgust, and say how much I'm a failer I am and so much more.

I may have been a queen and facing fear head-on but this was my mother making me cower as I tried whispering her name only to reserved bloodshot eyes filled with so much anger I was terrified; whats was going on.

Slap

I didn't realize what happened all I could feel was the burning on my cheek making my eyes water as I tired touching it made me hiss.

I tried to look back at my mother but I was too afraid, incase she would slap me again. she must have gotten tired of waiting for form my response only hearing me whimpering as she staggered over to the door slamming it loudly making me jump.

I couldn't forget that day, I thought that was the only one time but no she would abuse me every day when the others were out to the punt I would be afraid to be left alone in the house and she would always gloat about me being afraid of her.

This day is just getting worse and worse; I end up sleeping in the morning because of the nightmares, forgetting about making breakfast and lunch for everyone making mum completely angry.

I knew I was in for a beaten tonight as everyone is going on a school trip to a musician later on today with the school I was supposed to be going but mum 'accidentally' forgot to sign my slip.

Peter was in an annoying mood all day because he didn't get any food made for him making lose his temper easy making my already sour mood damper.

Susan kept needing to separate me and him before it becomes a shouting match all she has been doing a sending me concerned glances whenever they would talk about going to the musician because I would always fidget in my seat or messing with my neckless.

Time skip

Hissing in pain, it been hours since I got home and hours of passing out because of the pain only to be forced to be awake again to repeat.

By midnight she had gotten bored and left (I hade gotten home at 3) I had bin marks and cuts to belt slashes.  I'm just lucky she didn't decide to break anything but I shouldn't be so happy she could change her mind and come back but I don't think I could survive another beaten; not when I can bearly feel my lungs... Or any part of my body.

All I could do was lye there In the pool of my own blood I could just end it right now. No more pain, no more nightmares just peace maybe the howl Narnia was just a dream maybe it doesn't exist at all.

End of warning

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Sorry for the dark chapter but I wanted to get more about Leah's past. again thank you all for reading let me know what you all think?