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Montana's POV
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He's dead. Codi is dead. He killed himself thinking he could be with me again. If Zayn hadn't saved my I would be with Codi right now. No Abi to ruin it. We would be in a land of no heart breaks. We could finally be happy and together again. There I wouldn't be BiPolar. We could be a happy couple again.
I lay in the grass of the meadow where we had our first date.
*FLASHBACK*
"Can I take it of yet?",I asked preparing to rip the blindfold off.
"Just one sec......okay now!"
I pulled the blindfold off and took in my surroundings. Thousand of flowers of all different colors were sprouted out of the ground. A blanket lay on the ground next to Codi.
"It's beautiful Codi."
I walked to him and hugged him.
"Thank you."
"Anything for you, sweetheart."
We sat on the blanket and watched the sunset. His arm was securely wrapped around me and my head was resting in him shoulder.
"It truly is beautiful."
"But nothing compared to you.", He whispered kissing my temple.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I looked up at the sky just wanting to see him one last time. I turned my head to the side and saw a head stone right where we sat that day. It was Codi's.
'Codi Banks. 1991-2014'
I felt someone sit next to me.
"Did you know him?", they asked.
"Very well."
I felt their hand grip mine and I looked over to see Zach laying next to me.
"Ex?"
"Ex, best friend, love..."
"I get it. It's hard to lose the person you love with all of your heart. I've been through it. Do you know how he died?"
"He killed himself. He thought I was dead so he killed himself so we could be together."
"Ooo a modern twist on Romeo and Juliet."
I chuckled at him and looked back at Codi's head stone.
"My sister knew him. She loved him."
"Who's your sister."
"Her name is Abigail."
I stared at him with a blank expression, not exactly sure how to respond. How should I respond. He stared back at me confused.
"You alright?"
"Y-you are related to that-..,.that-......,she troll!?"
"Don't talk about my little sister that way!"
"Oh this is great!", I said sarcastically. I stood up and walked to the tree lining. He was related to Abi. The guy I agreed to date is related to the girl that caused me and Niall to fight abd me and Codi not being able to get back together.
"What do you have against ny sister?"
"She was the reason that Codi and I weren't together. She git pregnant so Codi wouldn't leave her."
"He left her alone though. He killed himself leaving her with their kid. He was a selfish bastard anyways."
"Don't talk about him like that! He was I great man! I loved him!"
"And he killed himself!"
I lost it. I grabbed a fallen tree branch and hauled it across the meadow. It smashed into a tree and broke in two. I kicked a tree breaking off bark.
"Fuck!",I yelled and clasped to the ground cradling my foot. Zach ran over and checked it.
"It's not broken."
I looked over at Codi's tomb stone and realized he won't be here to sing to me anymore when I'm mad. I want my Codi back.
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Zayn's POV
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I paced back and front in front of the living room door waiting for Montana to come home. I just wanted to know that she was safe. It's almost midnight abd she hasn't called or nothing. I am very worried to say the least. I thought she would come back after an hour or so. I took a second to look around the living room. Pictures of Her and I were every where. Anyone would've thought we were married or something. My favorite picture of us is the one hundred above our television. I had my lips pressed against her cheek and she just had this bright smile on her face. We had decided to get family pictures taken since as we put it 'We were just like brother and sister'. I on the other hand thought us more as husband and wife , but my hope in that is lessening. I loved her. I always hoped for her to be mine, but she looks at me as nothing but a friend.
The front door opened and Montana walked in her make-up was smeared down her face. She closed the door and walked over to me. She wrapped her arms around my torso and buried his face in my chest. I felt her tear soaking through my shirt and I knew not to ask questions. I just stood there silently running my hair through her hair soothingly trying to calm her.
