Woke up at around 8am , blinked for a second and it was 2pm. Wtf anyway, skipped breakfast/lunch.
Around 3pm I made myself some melon for me and my Half brother and watched some family guy. My stepfather brought some FRIKANDELBREAD aswell, very nice of him. Time went by fast....
It was 6pm and i went to my stepgrandparents to eat dinner. Their cooking >>>>>>> anyway my brother also joined later on and he brought ice cream from his work. Today was a generous day omg.
When i came home i just started watching some league of legends videos. Me and a friend would meet this next day but she wanted to bring a friend. I have really bad anxiety and im quiet around unfamiliar people or big crowds. This causes sweating and more unpleasant feelings. This is the only anxiety that i have. I don't care about what people think of me and stuff like that, But big crowds is just HArD. MORAL OF THIS: i canceled because i didnt wanna be the 3rth wheel and nobody of my friends could come.
Around 9.30PM me and ben started calling again. He's so funny. He keeps doing imitations of me i really hate him. We get along very well (he's a virgo and i tend to like virgo guys with full trust)
I DONT LIKE HIM THO , even tho he's 187 and kinda my type. He feels more like a big brother that i can rely on. He's kinda like my other friend (but he's a taurus) HAPPY EARTH SIGNS!!!!
We called till around 10.30pm. The evening got more boring and boring. Just listening to music allot. Also i'm looking for some diets and i might try out the apple diet.
Im going to sleep goodnight❤️❤️❤️❤️
