ANXIETY

I hate the night not because I'm scared of the dark or scared of what's in the dark. It's the thing that consumes me and has a grip so strong that even super man himself couldn't git it to go away. It plays with your mind. Makes you think over and over until you can't think about anything else. Poles you into a dark hole were there is no light to be found. Makes you fall so fair down that there is no one to ketch you before you hit the ground. Some people say that it's no big deal , git over yourself, your be fine it's not like it's an mental illness. But what they don't under stand is that it is. It's something that you can't control it controls you. At night it's the worst your left alone with your thoughts by yourself. Your put in this world were you don't have anyone,
Everything will go wrong any situation you are in your alone. It never goes the way you want it to. In the end you end up being the only one who Messed up. All of this happened in you head nothing that you thought was real but you have feeling that its going to end up going so terrible that it's the end time stops in that moment and your stuck. Your stuck in that dark hole that will not hesitate to consume you in your thoughts known as anxiety. You are made to put on a mask in front of people. To hide you problems because you don't want them to get annoyed with your problems so instead you act fine like nothing is going wrong like the world I sent trying to destroy every inch of your body like it's nothing. One day you hope that it will just go away but we know it won't we are stuck with it. Some learn to cope with it others try to make there pain of life go away.