Pain.
I was always told pain was temporary. Just discomfort.
But for me, for me pain was like my bestfriend.
I was once upon a time happy but it was snatched away from me the second I came into this world.
I don't believe in happiness, because if pain is temporary then so is happiness right?
Everyone is dependent on someone for happiness, but why? why depend on someone whos temporary just like your happiness.
I've watched others be happy, but I've never wished I was them because I know I'll never be happy.
Life is supposed to be thrilling, fun, adventurous. Life to me is survival.
They say we were put on earth for a purpose, was my purpose just to hurt?
Friends and partners are supposed to ease pain, why do they create more?
Why am I always the problem?
Why are promises made if the saying is "Promises are meant to be broken"
I always knew I was shattered, maybe it was meant to be that way.
My names Hope Guinevere and here's my story...
