This is the day.
My 18th birthday.
The day they have to kick me out of foster care.
They were supposed to haven been did that but maybe they pity me.
This was the day I decided to visit my mother for the first time in my whole life.
The social worker was nice to give me a little cash and her location.
I was nervous.
I thought maybe she could give me hope.
I never really knew anything about my parents.
Today I was gonna find out everything.
I wish I hadn't.
When I sat in front of my mom she kept this serious look on her face.
For the first time I had hope, hope that she would love me.
But she didn't even want to look at me.
She kept repeating the same thing saying kit was my fault.
I was confused and she explained.
When I finally knew everything , I wish I didn't.
I wish I hadn't have come here.
"Your a burden to me, you ruined my life, I have nothing and its because I wanted your pathetic butt to be born, I should have aborted you when I had the chance."
I was shook.
I didn't know what to say what to think.
That day I lost hope completely.
I lost myself.
