Two sides to a person!Just know some people have to sides

First side:the depressing side

Well I'm going to start off with introducing myself. Well my name is Tyler and I am 19 and i figured out that I struggle with depression and bipolar and that I have anger issues. So here is the story behind my depression it all started at school every school I went too they would pick on me and bully me. It was over brands of clothing I didn't have or the actual stuff I had well I stood up to this 5 foot man because he was picking on me and I told him "Yo man you don't know anything about me why bully me over brands I don't have" and the boy said well I bully on you because it makes me happy and then I told him I was like well do you know what it's like to only have money to live on not buy the expensive stuff and the boy said no my family is rich and then I said well mine isn't we work for what we have and the boy laughed and said ok so basically y'all work for trash because that's all you wear and then I wanted to go home and tell my mom but she would just go to school and show her ass. So when I finished at that school and my mom said we had to move so we went to another school fell in love with it and made new friends and then had to move somewhere else because of some family problems and then when I turned 17 I moved out with my dad and it was great for younger me and then my dad meets this girl and he changes and then when I turn 19 and then Christmas is here like it's nothing Christmas morning I wake up around five am and then my little brother and sister opened like three presents each and then my dad and his girlfriend leaves because my dads girlfriend daughter thinks she's pregnant but I went back to bed pissed off and let me also tell you I didn't get anything something about the school messing up but my dad don't give a fuck and I wake up the kids opening presents again and then walk in the kitchen and my grandmaw says by the way Brooke didn't have the baby and then she said Brooke pissed herself. Then I said well dad and Tasa are fucked up leaving and shit it's fucking Christmas and they are worried about a baby that isn't even close to be doing due and to that day I don't see him as my father I see him as a stranger and then I told him I was going to spend time with my mom so my uncle dropped me off at my sister's house and then I walked to my moms and she showed me all of her paintings I was impressed and I was like when you do this and she said well my depression got bad so I started painting and then I was like well I don't know who my dad is anymore mom and she said yeah I heard y'all didn't have power and I said yeah my grandmaw had to get it cut back on my dad just isn't the same. My dad doesn't even care about me anymore and he won't help me get my life straight. So I told him to unenroll me and that I was going to live somewhere else I couldn't live there and my bestfriend name Kaydence has been there for me through all of it and she never let me down. So I've been dealing with depression because of relationship problems and family problems. Depressing side could be good just depends on what you do to fix your depression well I listen to music and talk to Kaydence and it always help and I've only had one incident where my mouth got the best of me and that was when I told a girl to kill her self I shouldn't have did it because I would have went to jail but all I got was three or Four days of oss. Anyways that is the depressing side of me and I hide it a lot except if I'm FaceTiming Kaydence or when I'm by myself.