There was time when i was happy..i was happy to be with him. i was happy by my surroundings becouse he was with me.i loved every moment with him.
Happy to have him as my husband.
I was feeling lucky to have him as my soulmate.
But again.
Life la edh...
Naa en life la yaarod moghatha kuda paka kudadhunu nenacheno avan.
Epo en mind la erukar mukiyaman rendu kelvi.
First ,why the hell he is here ..? Second ,who the hell invite him ..here ?
Elathiyum ketta kanva nenachi marandhu , ela kashtapatu move on aagirke , aprm elam first la erundhu aarambikanum ?
Naa anubavacha vazhi pathalaya ? Inum en anubuvaika eruku ..?
Enod emotions lam katupaduthi en yosanai la erundhu veliya vandhu ,en munadi en husband nu urimayod nikira kolalaran ah pathe.
En pathadhule erundhe avan idhazhagal (lips) la erukar smile um, en mela erukar avanod paarvai um poghave ela.
He is smiling.... seriously ? After what he did to me .... he's still smiling....
I don't know why but right now i want to cry the hell out of me...
But nooo... Never in my life I'll cry infront of him, i need to be strong..
en yosanaigal angye nirithitu , avan oru paarvai pathe , epo kuda avan paarvai en mela than eruku , avan paarvai ya avoid panitu thirumbi Arivu ah oru paarvai pathe ,
"Sathya adhu......"nu oru kaiya enga Naa avan aray poreno nu kannathal vachikitu edho solla vandha ana avan padhile pesa vidam en kaiy kaati stop panite .
En pathu smile panitu erundhe en mr.husband ah pathe , avarod smile avar vitu poi , oru nervous reaction vandhuchi .
Avana edhavdhu pesuvanu en rendu kaiyayum katti avan en sola poranu wait pane .
"I'm sorry , Sathya " nu avan soli mudikardhukule PALAAR nu oru satham ,
Arangadhu Naa , ana ara vaangundhu Arivu ela en mr.husband .
Seriously...? En life ah poratipotu , enku avlo vazhi kuduthu , enal marak mudiyadha kaayatha kuduthu , en uyir erundha en uyir en kita erundhu pirichi, alugha erundhe en life ah oru ketta kanava nenaika vachirka.
Inum oru nimisham inga erundhena Naa aludhurven, romba kashtapatu en kannir ah thaduka try panitu eruke, ana enal edhuku mela mudiyadhu .
Cafe la erundhu elarum engalaye pathutu erukang , afcours inga nadhandh vishiyathal.
Edhukumelayum anga scene create pan virumbala athan anga erundhu avan thali vitutu Naa veghama anga erundhu kelmbite, en pinnal Arivu en kuptukite vandha ana epo na yaarkitayum pesara nelamai la ela.
Cafe ku veliya ada mazha peinjitu erundhuchi, but i don't care .all i need is just a some time alone for my self.
Romba Neram kati vachirndhe en emotions ah enal edhuku nela katupadutha mudila , romba saffocat ah eruku athan aludhute...
Evlo mudiyumo avlo aludhute,
Enku Mazhai pidikum adhuku one of the reason , Mazhai la aludha namba kannir yaarkum theriyadhu, adhe mari mazhi thanir vilar sthathila Naa alughure satham yaarkum kekadhu....nala eruku la..."rain drops with my tears, thunderstorm sound with my crying sobs.."
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It hurts me.... hurts me a lot to see him again..
I regret the day ,when i met him.. I regret the day , when i got married to him... I regret the day when i fall for him.. I regret the day ,whe i loved him...
Pls god stop this , i can't bare this anymore...
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Ana onu matum uridhi , indha jenmathila avan manikka mate ..
Ava...avan...avan oru kolalaran. Yes he's a murderer...
