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CHAPTER 3

Lisa

Broken? No, I'm not. Depressed? No, I'm not. Sad? No, I'm not. Hurt? No.

I'm more than that.

I'm close to losing my sanity. Thinking of reasons why he replaced me with someone so easily. So effortlessly.

Did I not love him enough?

Or did I love him too much?

Maybe he didn't really love me. Maybe I was just a past time girlfriend for him. Maybe I was nothing but a 3-year girlfriend to him who bored him to death.

"Pokpak, answer my calls. I'm getting worried." I heard the voice mails that Bambam left on my phone that was placed on top of my bedside table.

My phone buzzed again, "Don't do something stupid. You're too good for him. Keep that in your mind."

And again, "Ignore the haters, Pokpak. They're just a bunch of insecure breathing trashcans." Bambam's voice echoed in my room.

"If you're hearing this, don't think about him. Don't blame yourself. Don't do it, Pokpak. Just... go play with Leo or Luca or something. Please." He begged on the voice mail.

That was the last beep from him when the voice mail ended. My room went completely silent. I stared at the ceiling, doing the exact opposite of what Bambam told me in the last voice mail.

I'm getting a lot of attention these days. Bad ones, I might add. Koreans aren't impressed in my looks, my talent, my efforts, everything.

I don't really care.

All I care is how Jungkook sees me. How I always made him proud with every comeback. How he's always cheering for me in instagram with his dummy account. How he stood up for me against the haters and how he's very supportive.

But... what's the point? He also turned his back against me.

Maybe the reason why he broke up with me was because I was too much to handle. I had a lot of things going on. And since female idols are a sensitive image, every little mistake we do is flocked on by the public. Maybe he didn't want to be a part of that.

Yeah, that's probably it.

"Lisa." My door swung open, revealing Jisoo unnie by the door.

"Are you ready?" She asked me.

I slowly nodded, "Yeah."

"Let's go." She smiled at me.

I followed suit and we went to YG building immediately to discuss our next comeback. I couldn't even believe he's actually gonna give us one after D4. It was a little long hiatus for us. Or more like... imprisonment.

"You're gonna have your comeback by the start of April. You got five months to prepare." PapaYg started.

The four of us gasped, "Really?! I mean... What about our tour?" Jennie unnie asked.

"It's still gonna happen. You can still prepare for your comeback while you're doing your tour. Unless, you don't wanna have a comeback at all—"