Harry's POV
I don't remember how I fell asleep or how I even got in my bed. All I remember was crying my heart out until 4 in the morning. Deep down I'm not even sure if any of that was real maybe it was just a terrible dream. But I know better then to get my hopes up..
"Harry" a slight whisper awakens me from my sleep...a sleep that was well needed after the tragic events that occurred last night.
"Harryyyyy" a feel a light shake
I'm jolted from my bed unaware what my mind was planning on telling my body I see the faint figure who woke me up back away.....afraid.
"...I'm sorry....I- uhhhh" the voice whispers shaky
I wipe the sleep from my eyes and everything becomes clear now.
....Liam
"What" I bark laying back down ready to go back to sleep. I've heard everything I need to know.
"...Simons says....he wants to talk" he whispers
I never get mad and if I do it takes a lot to piss me off. Why can't anyone just leave me alone. There always trying to fix something about me. LET ME BE ME.
I sit back up with anger in my voice.
"In case you haven't noticed" I put on the biggest smile "I DONT REALLY FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE" I bark letting my sarcastic smile fade "SO. PISS. OFF." I say emphasizing every word. I lay back down.
There's a brief silence in the room and I think I can hear him sniffling.
".....Please don't be horrible to me Haz" Liam begins to cry kneeling beside my bed.
I sit up.
"ME BEING HORRIBLE TO YOU ?!" I raise my voice "awww poor Liam, Naughty Harry YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS TRYING TO FIX SOMETHING ABOUT ME. ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT. " I yell standing to my feet "GET UP" I nudge him with my knee
He obeys and try's his best not to look at me.
" Harry....im so sorry" Liam begins to sob with his head down and eyes closed
"I never meant to hurt you"
"OH BELIEVE ME,HONEST" I yell inches away from his face. I've never acted this way towards by best friend but I'm fed up with everyone's bullshit .
They all act like they are the victims they act like this is even remotely hard for them. They haven't felt shit compared to me. He's suppose to be the one on my side no matter what. Liam try's to walk away but I stop him in his tracks.
"No no, no walking away I know your good at it , but not today " I say pushing him back so he can face me.
"Haz.....I...I tried so hard" he softly cries
"BULL SHIT, you didn't even try to get rid of those lies" I bark
"I did!" He crys harder making eye contact with me
"THEN WHY AM I STILL LIVING WITH EM'!" I yell
"They said it was for the best" he looks down
"THE BEST FOR WHO....YOURSELF! I WANT TO BE HAPPY" I yell with tears rolling down my checks
"...for the band" he whispers
"oh yea....alright well do me a favor AND GO FUCK YOURSELF" I yell
inching away from his face. No matter how bad I wanted to stop yelling at him and tell him it was okay. I couldn't....the amount of pain I was feeling was nothing compared to anything he would feel. I need a way to burn all this anger out.
He just stares at me with red glossy eyes.
"You have no idea what everyone is going through"
"You have no idea what I'm going through" I bark back
He walks out of the room and I let him
"The meetings in an hour.....I'm so sor-" he begins to say
"GET BENT" I throw a glass at the wall next to him.
He jumps and walks out of the room.
"FUCKKKKKKK" I yell as soon as he closes the door.
All those emotions. All those tears are coming back to haunt me.
There I was again ......alone.
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Simon Says
FanfictionBut I've cried enough tears. Maybe this is the consequence of love. Maybe this is why love comes with all the pain and sorrow....in the end it's worth seeing the love of your life be happy with you and smile and be themselves around you. It's being...
