"My HeartMindSoul and Body"

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Harry's POV

"Thank you so much for coming today" Sydney greets me and try's to shake my hand

I just nod and push by her
Ever since Liam left me all I've been doing was thinking. That's all I do now, think think think. Maybe if I try to look at it the way everyone was telling me to, it wouldn't be so bad. Yea, I knew I was just telling my self that so I wouldn't be miserable my whole life....but maybe once they see that this isn't going to work, nothing ever will. My fans know me more then anyone....they know the truth.

I take a seat across from Sydney in her office. I didn't even bother to get ready.
My hair was a mess and I wore the same black t-shirt and skinny jeans as last night. I looked like shit...but hey it's good enough for having your heart torn out into pieces the day before.

"So....aside from everything that's happened...how are you?" she asks with a smile

I scoff. " How do you fucking think"
She forms her lips into a straight line and nods looking down.

We sit there in awkward silence for what seems like hours.

"Look" she finally breaks the silence "I never wanted this to happen"

I just nod, I honestly don't want to talk about it anymore. I want to move on, I'm not going to change anyone's mind so why bother.

"I understand....its for the best" I say emotionless not meaning a single word.
She slightly nods with a forced smile

"Well....i brought you here because we found someone" she exclaims trying to be happy about it.

".....someone?" I ask

"Yes, a girlfriend" she nods excited
"She knows everything and signed a contract to keep those perfect little lips sealed" she says while making a fake key in her hand locking her lips and tossing the "key" behind her.
"She's beautiful....honest" she try's to reassure me

"Well....then I guess it's all settled" I sigh

"Almost" she smiles "You need to meet her first, then we will go over some paper work, set out all the dates, work out calenders" she says to fast trying to catch her breath "ohhh not even to mention housing, weekends, tours" she breathes "so much to do" she says tapping her bottom lip "BUT....thats for me to worry about. You just do what your told" she says leaning in and squeezing my cheek.

I shake my head to get her hands off.
She was a very touchy person....not the good kind .......annoying touchy.

"Well alright someone's in a mood" she says making a cat claw towards me and fake hisses.

"Alright well let's go" I stand up

"Oh no....you are not meeting her dressed like....like-" she begins to say

But I finish her sentence for her "like my heart, mind, soul, and body have been ripped to shreds while everyone watched"

She just rolls her eyes.
"I was going to say like a pile of shit....but you get the point" she smiles sarcastically "go get dressed, take a shower" she says touching my untamed hair " ew...should I send Lou down to give you a haircut"

"No, I'm growing it out anyways" I say

"the hell you are... you look like a- " I glare at her before she could finish

"Fine....... we can discuss this later" she sighs agreeing

I just nod and go to do what I was told.
As soon as I get back to my room I break down again before I have to pull my self back together.

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