m i a m o r | benjey

im so sorry

hi, is anyone still here? its been, like, half a year. maybe nobody will see this.

i've obviously been gone. and im so sorry.

basically i fell into a really deep depression and left twitter and wattpad. i still supported benjey and watched their content (and still do), but i haven't been active in the fandom since late july.

after i started to feel better, i wanted to come back. i really did. but i just couldnt. i'd missed so much, i've lost my spot in the fandom.

but.... is anyone still reading this? if so, would you want me to start writing fic again ? i really did enjoy it. when i left this fandom, i lost something really important to me. that's cheesy as hell, but this actually helped me through alot.
maybe, if somebody is still reading this book, should i keep writing?