No Disguised Mask

Chapter One

1:15 am. Lord of the ring is playing while I desperately needed some sleep. My eyes are burning on the slightest while my headache hasn't subsided yet.

I can feel the beat of my heart drumming through this chest of mines. The comforting breeze in my room is blowing from a white fan that seems to not give me the mercy that I needed for its right height. For some strange reason it keeps sliding down.

Previously before I have used a hanger for it to stay steady. The nerve of it to fall out after almost a whole year so I had option two: wrapping tape. That seemed to work for a week in a half or two. Then, it all came tumbling down. I left it the way it really wanted to be. My room is completely comfortable but I'm not comfortable. Strange but I will eventually.

Pardon for not explaining what I'm like or introducing myself. You will soon or later to find out. Some things about me you may grow to love, hate, or disagree with. There are things that each individual does out in this world that you feel the same way towards them.

Example: Donald Trump.

Be in the clear that there's a few of individuals that feels the same way towards you. You know what? If you don't think about what others think of you then just know you are on the right path. I'm not so complicated in this life I live.

I'm only 18. I have graduated high school and I am currently planning moving out of my parents house. My mom is the best mom that I have. We irritate one another but we love each other. My dad is something else. We love each other as well he's just a bit pain in the head a little.

If you don't understand where I'm coming from then you will soon to find out. I'm not sure if I'm going through a caffeine withdrawal but if I am I need to fix this. I had my mom to put on a fresh pot of coffee a few days ago and I forgot it. It's still in the same spot and never touched. I have been quite not myself lately.

Logging onto my laptop while lord of the rings still playing I've decided to look for places. Someplace that's nice with good space. I want it to be some where in between quiet with few noises.

"What to do, what to do?" I asked myself. "This one seems to stand out for me. I'll check it out."

Clicking on some page that led me to see this cabin to own. I always loved to have one. "I'll end up making this my permanent home." Saying out my thoughts.

Unlocking my phone I typed in my notepad to save the information that I needed with directions. After shutting down the laptop I closed my eyes & rubbed my temples as I turned to my right side finding sleep.

"This should be perfect."