04/06/15

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'I don't know how much longer I can go on like this'

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it

Why won't it stop

Someone help me

Please..

I'm stuck in my own brain, My own mind, Slowing drowning in thoughts

Very

Suicidal

Thoughts

*Beep beep beep beep*

I peel my eyes open, listening to the sound of the alarm clock going off

One

Two 

Three

BUZZ

One

Two

Three

BUZZ

Thoughts repeating in my head.

I sit up and rub my eyes, getting out of bed. Shivers sent down my spine as the cold air hits my skin, I get dressed into An oversized hoodie and ripped jeans, Both black, I put my mask on and walk out my room, Being greeted by my fellow S4 member, Aloha

"mornin' Mask," He said in a very Happy tone, Despicable.

"What do you want now?, A hug?" I replied sarcastically, Hoping the answer was no, I really wasn't in the mood for affection, I would have been last night when I was bleeding my sorrows away with a blunt, Metal, Knife.

Slow

And

Painful 

I just want happiness for once in my life,I hate the Stares and the sharp, Piercing words I get wherever I go,Even if it's just to the train station. It hurts.. Mentally.

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