"No!!!!!!!!!"
"dude.. you ok? you've been literally screaming someone's name for the past minute"
Sweating.
Panting.
Panicking.
The Guy has been sweating alot since that day happen,he wasn't been able to focus on his normal life rather to his anxiety more.
He saw it on his own eyes but didn't left the sight of frustration of how he just panicked without doing anything. He thinks its all his fault for causing everything that's why he wouldn't moved on,The day he saw his friend's last glare at him made him almost die with him.
It hurts.
More than anything.
His other 6 friends convince him that it wasn't his fault since they'd be also react as what he reacted on that day.
But nothing really worked.
"Yeah.. sorry about that.. just another nightmare is all" he replied to his classmate and smiled nervously at his face,hands on his neck rubbing it feeling cold sweat
"Seriously men,I'm getting kinda scared from yourself lately. It's not normal anymore you should seek for a doctor to fix your nightmares jungkook"the man who've been observing jungkook alot said (his classmate)
"Nah I'm fine. Just tired"
"Jungkook.."
He swiped his head from who's voiced called for his name
A familiar Voice he thought
"Y/N"
The one who called him was by the classroom's door standing while her hands was moving left'n right and tudding her feet
She then walked inside the room freely right on jungkook's chair which was in the last raw of the chairs with a smile on her masked face.
"What are you doing here?" Jungkook asked
"Getting you out of here, come on. Namjoon and the others are waiting"
"Sorry I'll pass"he said "I have business to do"
"Why are you always like this? You'd simply ignore us whenever we invite you over,you'll leave us right in the spotted where everything was fine,you'd stop talking to us whenever your we're hanging out,why... just why?.." The girl's smile faded in a second she saw her friend's emotionless eyes
It was dull.
It was nothing more that sadness and sorrow
It was dark and suicidable thought. (Made my own word lolol)
She desperately wanted to help them all.
All of them.
Including Namjoon,Suga,J-hope,Jimin,V.
They've tried suiciding once.
But luckily there was always Y/N to save the day.
It was her job as the cousin of there dead best friend,Jin.
She was spoken a word from the remaining spirit of his Cousin, to save them all as his was to fail it all,he was begging. He knew one day that this will come.
The day of changed from the moment he saw death, he didn't expect to live but to die either in an early way
Because...
His promise was still holding.
Namjoon tried Cutting himself with scissors
Suga's almost burn himself from playing with fire but he admitted that it was intentionally
Hoseok's been using different types of medicine/Drugs that he almost died from it now his resting in the hospital
Jimin was drowning himself in the bathtub of his own house
And...
V... taehyung rather,
Taehyung was the most suicadal of all of them since the day they met him but put the sweetest smile with his hidden life
He said to Y/N everything he tried just to die but he thought it because of his sister,it was the only thing holding him back from death also because of his only friends.
He did choke himself with a rope
He almost fell from the toppest building
He Holds Bottle of Alcohol from his father's and almost slash it to his heart
It's was the saddest thing she experience.
The hardest.
That's why she'll always visit everyone and invite them everyday to eat together, and hangout every free day off since she also have a life of her own,she works part-time.
But then theres also Jungkook,same age as her.
Almost the baby of of the group,the maknae.
He tried to break all of his body.
Yes.
That's why she'd always be worry about him holding anything.
Those where the events that happen to her friends.
She was always there. To save them from there happiness about not living anymore.
She stopped namjoon from cutting himself as he almost sliced his throat which leaves him so many bruises and wounds around his torso.
Yoongi
She Took the matches around yoongi's hand while his nail was burning extremely going through his hand. What's good is that she stopped it because she blast him with a bucket of water around his body, it was in there hideout and she knows yoongi's been there everyday without telling them so she followed him secretly
Then Jhope aka Hoseok
She witness Hoseok lost hoped on everyone and took every pills around his house that's been hidden so darkly around, no one can see it expect her. Those smiles of his was to mask all of his pain out and the almost death he did.
No one notice expect her,that's how hoseok begone to have weird sickness which bought him to a hospital. It wasn't just random pills rather it was drugs and other things that may unfunction some of your body organs. She's glad that she have a spare key of his house given by his mother
Then,there's jimin.
She saw Jimin In his bathtub,why she's there you ask? It was the day of Jimin's Birthday turning into an adult of 20 years old. She immediately charged and drop her present for jimin and tugged him out the restroom while she get soaked all in and out from those water and putted him in the bed and did CPR(idk if its right tho lolol) and everything.
Jimin's eyes where too puffy from crying every night,Sobbing everyday and only he revealed it to Y/N, as he begin coughing water out his mouth y/n immediately hugged him while they're clothes are wet together. Jimin's reason for living was for her. But something deep inside him is holding himself back from living so freely.
V,
She was on her way back from her part-time job as a waitress in her cousin's restaurant which owned again by Jin's parents
She wasn't going straight home because she thought that 'why not go the beach and see the sunset falls' and went there.
She was siting on the bench and thought many many solution on how to stop them from going deep down deaths when her eyes darted the areas anywhere and saw taehyung up on a building by the sea (idk if it make sense if you imagine it because idk how to describe it) she saw the look on his face with a smile and tears falling down his cheeks and quickly gone up the floor which took her 7 minutes
She runned fast and hugged taehyung and that made him stop from almost falling making him snap back at his mind, he looks back who every stop him and soften his eyes as he met y/n's eyes tearing. He can't promise that he won't do it again but said 'shhh,don't cry.. I won't do it again ok? I won't do that suicide where you jump' that's what he said.
Jungkook.
She's always on guard with him because of Jin's last message about the youngest being the most dangerous thoughter (made another word?) that's when she left him for 50 minutes from his house to pay a visit at hoseok but when she went back,she saw jungkook's wrist bleeding with him smashing it intensely and repeatedly displaying his dull eyes without twitching from the pain.
She snapped jungkook and throw the hammer off his hand and slapped him in the face
She was quick to heal because she was studying medicals and stuff and doing part time job which sometimes customers tend to hurt themselves and she'll be the one to aid it.
She took the kit that's hanging around the wall on jingkook's TV (above it) and stitch it all up and cried and beg him not to do it again. And layed it to him mostly awkward.
A/N:
Hi, I've finally updated this, I hope this made sense, I just dropped all the problems that needed to be solved by the MC please do give me your thoughts about it. It would actually help :) Thank you for reading my Fanfic lolol
