BITCH ‖ Hyunsung

12

“ im okay , don’t worry ”

jisung said as he look down .

he’s gonna kill felix and seungmin after this , why the heck in the world they call his uncle .

“ jisung , you’re like my son . i love and care for you with all of my heart . so please tell me whats wrong ” jisung’s uncle , seokju said as he look at jisung .

“ im really okay... its just... there’s a lot of things in my mind lately and its just hard . i didn’t mean to break down at the school ! i just can’t handle it anymore . uncle seok... my life is hard... i don’t know why but i feel so lonely , i feel like im alone and there’s no one who cares for me... ” jisung said and look down , he’s not going to cry again .

“ i just... i miss my old life uncle seok... i miss the time where mom will always hug me when i got back home and dad will always make me laugh with his bad dad jokes . i just miss the time where i can actually live . live peacefully ” jisung said as tears slowly start to fall down .

seokju feel so bad for jisung , he’s only 18 but has already gone through a lot in his life . he hug jisung as he whisper comforting words and pat his back .

“ uncle seok... my parents died because of me right ? its my fault... ” jisung cries harder as he hold onto seokju shoulder tightly .

“ i-if only i wasn’t born... mom wouldn’t be sick... and they both wouldn’t fly to Australia... if only i wasn’t born... they plane will never crash ! ”

“ jisung ! thats not true ! your mom was sick even before you were born ! its not your fault jisung... its not yout fault... ” seokju said as he , himself was crying while trying to comfort jisung .

after a while , jisung finally fell asleep , tired because he was crying a lot .

seokju smile softly and lay jisung on his bed , stroking his hair before placing a kiss on jisung’s forehead .

“ goodnight little squirrel ” seokju said and walk out from his room . he saw seungmin , felix and one other guy that he assume is hyunjin , jisung’s roommate .

“ be quiet , he’s sleeping ” seokju said as the other three nodded . “ tell jisung im leaving , i need to take care something at the company , tell him that i love him okay ? ” seokju said as the other three smile and nodded at him .

after seokju left , the other there quietly walk in to jisung’s room . they immediately smile when they saw jisung sleeping on his bed .

seungmin walk closer to him and stroke his hair , “ i love you ” seungmin said and kiss jisung’s forehead . hyunjin look away and play with his finger .

ouch...

felix look at hyunjin as he laugh nervously .

seungmin really doesn’t want to lose this time . he really want to make jisung to fall in love with him .

but , felix know jisung .

jisung will never stop loving hyunjin and he feel bad for seungmin .

hyunjin was jisung first and last love and felix know because jisung never talk about anyone how he talk about hyunjin .

~~~

“ mhm ? ”

jisung woke up as he feel someone hugging him , no sometwo (if u understand lmao) .

he smile when he saw his two bestfriends hugging him like he was dying . “ sung.. you awake ? ” seungmin ask as he slowly get up , which cause felix to groan and wake up as well .

“ mhm ” jisung mumbled and look at his two bestfriend sweetly .

“ arent you two going back to your dorm ? its almost 10pm and the teacher will be checking our dorm in a few minutes ” jisung said as felix and seungmin immediately went panic .

“ o-oh shit ! ” felix said and quickly pick his things . “ bye ji , i love you ” felix said and kiss jisung cheek .

“ bye sung , we’ll call you , i love you even more ” seungmin said and kiss jisung’s forehead before running for their life .

jisung chuckled and lay back on his bed , sighing .

where’s hyunjin....?

just then , someone knock on the door .

“ jisung... can i come in ? ” hyunjin softly asked .

“ y-y-yeah s-sur-sure ! ” jisung said and immediately regret it , he sound like a dumb person who don’t know how to talk .

hyunjin quietly walk in and sit beside jisung .

“ you okay now ? ” hyunjin ask , too soft , like he was afraid that jisung gonna break anytime soon .

“ uh yeah , im okay now ” jisung said and play with his finger . “ im glad... ” hyunjin said , he decided to be brave and hold jisung’s hand which make jisung to flinch a little but quickly soften on how soft hyunjin’s touch was .

hyunjin kiss jisung hand and smile at jisung . “ im sorry for being an asshole ” hyunjin said and chuckled before continue .

“ i want to be your friend jisung ”

no i want to be more than that

“ please give me a chance to prove myself ”

please give me a chance to prove that i love you

“ do you wanna be my friend , jisung ? ”

do you wanna be my boyfriend , love ?

jisung smile softly as he hug hyunjin , “ ofcourse hyunjin ”

“ ofcourse i wanna be your friend ”

or maybe more than that... hyunnie...

• • •

double update cause why not .

also i didn’t ready twice sorryyy ehehehehe im a lazy bitch .

alsoooooOooooOoo my next update will next week soOooOooOoo please wait for me lmao .