Missing You [Bts FF]

Prolouge

Rain pouring.
Tears falling.
Life passing
Just keep on going.
Words fading
To oblivion.
Spirits rising
Into a blooming horizon .
Don't fear
Just don't get to near
Temptation is creeping here.
Just Stay within
And soon you'll win.
Pain maybe here
But just remember...
It will disappear.

Staring up to the sky, as it shares its sadness along with me. Dozing off as my tears seem to cover with the rain drops, as if, it's telling me to be strong and pass through.

Life was pretty but it was also a lie. It shows us illusions, making us believe it was paradise. In reality, death seems to always steal and release us from this paradise that was created.
Returning back to reality, I look back at the three casket that has been already been buried.

"Happy birthday my dear brother... also happy birthday to me.." I said with a raspy voice

'man, sound like i haven't drank water in days'

Its been 1 year since their death, the day of me and my twin's birthday was the day of 'cat'astrophe.

My family has
Lived in an area filled with many delinquents. One day, my family was dragged into a gun fight. Being held hostage by a group we never associated ourselves with. That day I lost many, that day was the day a fire lit inside me.
A flame which seemed to fuel on determination.  The determination to fight the people who thinks of power and harm only.
It changed how I lived it changed my perspectives on how life is. Life is horrible, its an illusion created by the gods to make us think we are safe and in paradise and NOTHING can change my mind.

Walking out of the cemetery, putting on the emotionless face back on display. I head home.
Walking through the crowd of people in the streets of Seoul, korea. Everything. Froze as if a tv was to be put on pause,  a faint  mysterious whisper said

"If  Nothing can change your mind, I guess We are Nothing."

Everything was reverted back to how it was.
Shaking my head, I thought nothing of it. It might as well be an illusion my brain has set to scare me