I thought about how in the public places, we see tons of people we don't reach. We let them pass and we can avoid eye contact. They are ghosts, though we can see them an feel them, just as we are ghosts, we'd both find it abnormal to reach another stranger. We never remember really remember the absent minded people of our existence. We're all comfortable with our novacaine filled lives, we just want more and more when the pain slowly destroys and it grabs is whole and that's all we feel.
We don't really notice that we have little locks on our hearts until some random person comes up to us and slowly seeps into our lives. Because of the want for numbness, we first feel that with someone new. It's naturally there for us. Random acts in life are likes loops; I picture lined loops in darkness and its also like a rollercoaster, we can't really see what is beyond the loop until we've experienced it ourselves. That is where I think randomness lies in life, it is lively, unexpected and it can be a key for locks we call numbness above and around our soul.
