Goulbourne, Stokeley.
"Ow, fuck," I grunted as I fell against the floor of my room.
I decided not to go to Jahseh's house for two reasons. The first reason is that it is really late at night, and the second one is cause he's intimidating. Like call me crazy but ice cream and cartoons sound way better than going to some boy's house, but hey what do I know.
I had been minding my Christian business for the past few hours watching the clock go from 8 to 11.
"Stokeley! Telephone!" My aunt called from downstairs.
"Coming!" I made my way there and picked the phone up off the counter. "Hello?"
"Hey, baby." It's Jahseh, fuck.
"O-oh, hi Jah. Why did you c-call?"
"Well, the gangs all at my place for a mini pre-weekend party. Do you want to come over too?" He asked hopefully.
"Oh I'd love too but I can't be out this late." I wouldn't love too, I'd rather be here with my ice cream and cartoons.
"Oh! They can come over here Stokeley! I'll go get snacks." My aunt chirped excitedly. I just watched her dash out of the house.
Knowing that they probably heard her I decided to relay the message. "My aunt said y'all can come over if you want. If not I get it, it's fine."
"We're going to Stokeley's house get ready!" He called back to the rest. "We'll be there soon."
"Oh okay.." I just hung up. Damn, I'm hit.
I ran around my house trying to tidy the place up before doing the same to my room. I even took a quick shower, gotta stay fresh.
"Stokeley your friends are here!" My aunt called from down the hall.
"Upstairs!" I called back.
Fuck is my room too plain? I mean I have a few posters and stuff. Oh Lord, I just realized how girly my bed looks with that canopy. They're gonna think I'm weird and stop being friends with me.
"Sup Stokes!" Billie yelled as she practically kicked my door down.
"Hi, y'all." I meekly greeted.
Everyone settled down or went to go get snacks. I just awkwardly watched like this wasn't my house. My aunt peeked her head in to tell us that she was going out. Basically saying 'you're alone so don't fuck up my house'.
"Alright! I have an announcement! Everyone listen the fuck up." Jarad stood up and looked around.
"I love y'all!" There was just a chorus of complaints and "nigga shut up".
"See this is why I don't say shit."
I just shook my head and went to get food. This was gonna be a long night.
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"Hey, Jahseh," I whispered, everyone was else asleep and I wanted to know if he was awake.
"Yes, baby?"
"Follow me I gotta talk to you."
"Ok."
I snuck out of my room, and downstairs to my back yard. I just sat there waiting for him.
"Okay, what'd you need?" He asked as he sat in the seat beside me.
I just stared for a while, admiring the way he looked at night, the moonlight shining over his skin and the stars twinkling in his eyes. He's so pretty.
"Stokeley?"
"I need sex." I rushed out. Oh shit. I didn't mean to say that. "I-i mean I need help understanding s-sex. You know w-what? We should just go b-back inside." I turned around to leave, only to be pulled back onto his lap instead.
"Just ask your questions. I'll answer them to the best of my ability. It was a small mistake just calm down." He said while rubbing my side and sending a comforting smile my way.
I nodded and just sat there for a while, before asking the first few.
"What's kissing like? How does sex start? How do you know when you're ready for sex?"
"Sex starts via kissing or foreplay, just little actions to get both people aroused. You know you're ready for sex when you don't feel scared, pressured, or anything negative towards doing it."
"You didn't answer one."
"What?"
"What does kissing feel like?"
"It depends on who you kiss."
"Well, then how I'm I supposed to know?"
"You have to kiss someone Stokeley."
I only nodded, kissing isn't too big of a deal right?
"Can I kiss you?" I asked even though I don't know how to do this. He chuckled a little then nodded.
I paused again and tried to avoid panicking. I just looked away from him and nodded. I could hear him laugh a little more.
"Close your eyes Stokeley, when you feel my lips just copy what I do."
"O-okay."
I did as told, anxiously waiting for him to do something. I felt him grab my chin, then felt his lips on mine soon after. They were soft. The kiss started off slowly but grew more intense as we went on. I was straddling him, moaning a little as our hips and lips moved in sync. Kissing him was a whole different feeling. I didn't know that something so simple could make me feel so good. By now he had begun nipping at my neck. His hands were tucked under my shirt, the feel of his rough skin sent chills down my spine. I had pictured this scenario a few times but it was never like this. I licked my lips, tasting the cherry soda flavor that he left behind.
"Kiss me again."
I moaned into it once our lips finally connected. I was practically melting in his touch. Little by little I could feel myself letting go of everything. Well, that's until he stopped.
"Uhh, Stokeley?"
"Yes?"
"I think your Aunt's back."
"Fuck!"
I hopped off of him and ran back inside making sure to lock the back door. By the time we got to my room, she was walking around downstairs.
"Goodnight Jahseh."
"Night baby."
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Ahhhh short and sweet, I'll stop being a piece of shit and try to go update the others now. hope you enjoyed it, BYEEE LOVE YOU!
-Troi 💜😈
