Onfroy, Jahseh.
It's Thursday, you know what that means? Stokeley's not at school. At first, it was a bummer, now it's just a gateway for fun. I mean don't get me wrong I like my baby and all that but sometimes I like it better when he's not around.
"Heyy Jahseh." Some random chick called out as she walked by. I smirked and shot a wink her way. It's just simple flirting, it's not like I touched her.
She giggled along with her friends and they scurried to the nearest girls' room together. I was waiting for Trippie to come out of whatever class this was. We had plans to swing by Hooters for lunch.
"Mike hurry up I'm hungry!" I called from the hall.
"Wait!" He called back to me "Move bitch!" and yelled at whoever was with him. When he walked out his clothing was disheveled and his hair was a complete mess.
"Damn, what were you doing in there?"
"Getting extra credit." He laughed and thrust into the air. I just shook my head, my "extra credit" days ended when I got with Stokeley, I kinda miss them.
We walked out and hopped into my car, ready for the adventure.
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"Hiii Jah." A few hooter girls waved as we walked by. I smiled and waved back.
"Damn Jah how often are you here?"
"Often enough to be known by all of the staff, have my own booth, order whatever I want for the set price of twenty dollars, and have 1-3 girls accompany whenever I need them too."
"What..the fuck."
I just laughed and sat down. My Hooters history isn't as bad as it seems. A little scandalous but more so sad than anything. We ordered and began talking, mainly about Stokeley.
"So.. tell me... What's up with you and him?" Mike spoke in-between chews. Honestly, it's a good question.
"We're friends, close friends."
"Just close friends?" He leaned across the table and stared at me, awaiting an answer.
"Yeah...just friends."
"So if I decide to make a move it's not a problem?" He asked as he leaned closer this time. It's like he was trying to pick with any possible crack in my answer, any sign of a lie.
"I mean, do whatever you want Mike." Honestly, if he wants Stokeley he can go for it, Stoke is too caught up in me to even begin worrying about Micheal.
"Okay, I will."
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The rest of the meal was awkward, I was seething with anger and couldn't do a thing about it. I wanted to stop him and let him know that Stokeley wasn't up for grabs. I can't though because something would expose us and put me into a position that I wouldn't want. I don't want the responsibility of a public relationship, keeping up appearances, having to seem so in love all the time, having everyone in my shit. I can't do that. I want my freedom but I also want him you know? I actually used that freedom a while ago by openly making out with Jenny, a popular waitress here. I don't really feel guilty cause it was just a small make-out session, not like I fucked her or anything.
However, I was now on my way to drop Trippie off. A small part of me wanted to kick him out and make him walk because I am still mad but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I pulled up in front of his house and parked, waiting for him to fucking exit.
"Look, Jahseh, I'm not an idiot. I know that you and Stokeley have something going on but I also know that you aren't really ready for it. I'm not gonna make a move or overstep any boundaries, but you better figure it out cause if you hurt him I'll be the first one there to beat your ass." He finished his little speech with a simple 'later' and hopped out. After he walked in I sped off and just went for a drive. I think I feel like gonna visit a special certain someone...
I pulled up to my ex's house and hopped out, quickly knocking and waiting for her to greet me.
"Hi, babe." She answered the door with a small smile.
"Hey, you know what him here for."
"Of course." Her smile only grew as she invited me in.
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I sat up and wiped the coke from my nose, feeling better than ever. Don't get me wrong, I'm not like a crack head or some shit, it's just nice to have at times. The rhythmic feel of her bouncing up and down my dick added to the sense of euphoria, practically sending me to a whole other universe. See this is why I always come back. We're only fucking it's not like I love her or something.
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"Jahseh where the fuck were you, Billie knows about us and I wanted to let you know but you haven't been answering." Stokeley whispers yelled through the cracked window, I decided to visit him tonight, but it's eleven at night so we can't be loud and I don't plan on staying so I'm not trying to go inside.
"Yeah Trippie knows that something is going on too. We should fall back from each other."
"Or just go public." He suggested in a duh tone.
I thought about it, about my ex and the girls at Hooters. I thought about my boy toys downtown and the teachers that I get to pipe. I can't give that up yet, I'm not ready.
"Nah let's just take a break for a while."
I turned to leave before this could become a debate, my decision was final. I hope he knows that he's still mine, even if we aren't together.
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In conclusion, Jah ain't shit.
-Troi 💜☂️
