It's a Little Complex? 『BTS ✘ Reader』

《56》

I groggily woke up to my alarm clock. I felt horrible as I noticed how tight and puffy my face felt from crying myself to sleep. I just pulled myself out of the sheets without waiting for the second alarm. Dragging myself to the restroom, I shouldn't be surprised by how bad I look, but I was.

I take a quick depressing shower before attempting to tame my hair and calm down my puffy eyes. My body was vaguely aching, but the shower helped relax my tense body and wash off the light bruises. Already all dressed, I skipped breakfast as I just decide to sit on my bed and contemplate what I could've done differently yesterday.

Suddenly I recall Jeongyeon's present. Shit. Where did I put it? Did I bring it in?

Alarmed, I stand up and look around my apartment for it. It wasn't anywhere inside.

Freaking out, I grab my backpack and rush out of the apartment to the area of the incident. I frantically glanced around the grass and street to see if it was tucked away somewhere.

What happens if a random person picked it up? Or worse, if the guys found it? Okay both are equally bad in a sense.

I'm currently looking up at a tree just to see if, by some miracle, when I fell it was tossed really high and got caught on a branch.

A sudden voice made me pause in my search.

"If you're looking for that present box, you're not going to have any luck finding it."

I slowly turn to see Namjoon standing there with his hands in his pockets.

"O-oh."

"Y/n I-"

"I've got to go. Bye." I scurry back into the building without hearing Namjoon's response. Deciding the stairs would be faster since it was one flight, I hustle down before dashing towards my scooter. Instantly starting it up, I head out to campus.

Once I got there, I was pretty early. Only a couple students milled around, so I found a secluded bench and let out a breath.

They know. Gosh dang it, they know.

Isn't this what I wanted? For them to know the truth?

Yes, but now they will only apologize out of obligation. The whole reason why I wanted to give it to them myself was to show that they were willing to man up and find out the truth, not just find out by accident.

I place my face in my hands as I stress over what to do.

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After a couple minutes, my resolve was that I'll try to avoid and deflect any of their apologies so that I don't need to face them. I just can't handle them at the moment. I've already learned how it feels to be emotionally hurt because of them.

Yes, there are seven of them, but I just need to be aware of my surroundings. I got this in the bag.

I'm shocked once I notice the huge group of people now heading inside the building. Guess it's time for classes to start.

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Tentatively stepping into the art room, I look around for Taehyung. I purposely went to the restroom and waited so that he gets there before me. I wanted to see which seat he would choose to sit at.

It was the one next to me. I groan in my head, but ultimately sneak in and hide behind groups of girls to get to the seat at the front where he always sat the weeks before.

I spare a small glance behind me once I settle down and see Chaeyoung and Momo giving me an understanding look as I notice Taehyung already intensely staring at me. I knew he was trying to get my attention, but I turned back to the front.