DIRTY LITTLE SECRET | J.JK x Reader ✔

× Weakness ×

I fell in love with the way you touched me without using your hands,
The way your eyes met mine the first time you heard my name,
The way you smiled at me and caused this gentle delight to overwhelm me.

I never craved attention until I tasted yours,
I just can't get enough of your sweet voice calling for me,
Your soft touch on my shivered skin,
Your unique and wonderful features fluttering my heart,
Giving me butterflies,
Making me smile.

I cannot hold back the crazy feelings you provoke to me when you hold my hand so fondly,
When you tell me everything is going to be alright and brighten up the bleakness inside of me,
Even when I know it won't change anything to the end,
When you whisper into my ear that you love me,
But do not mean it in a romantic way,
Then that's at that moment that it aches,
And that I realize I could not ever be able to call you mine.

I get jealous and I get worried,
But that's only because I love you,
And fear to lose you.

I want you,
I need you,
I truly need you,
Because living without you is not worth to try.

I promise to be the one,
I promise to be the hand to entangle with yours when you'll be feeling lost,
I promise to be the arms to hold you tight when you'll be feeling cold,
When you'll be feeling down and blue,
I promise to be the lips to kiss you when you'll be feeling sad.

So now that you know such an innocent and sweet side of me,
Can we stop hiding behind that fake mask?
Can we touch each other the way we want to?
Moan each other's name when only us are alone?
Let our breathings quaver against each other's sweaty skin?

What happens behind closed doors,
Will only remain as our little secrets.
Our secret touches,
Our secret pleasures,
Our secret dirty talks.

This is our dirty little secret.