Trouble | Jinkook

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"Tell me what?"

Seokjin and Mrs Jeon exchanged looks  and gulped. "Nothing Kookie, don't worry about it." His mom tried to smile off, Jungkook not buying it for even a second.

"I thought we promised to not keep secrets from each other." Jungkook said, glaring Seokjin down. "Well, actually, I did not promise anything." Jungkook's eyes widened and darkened. "So you are cheating on me?"

"No! I could never! Jungk-" Seokjin reached out for Jungkook but he slapped his hand away.

"Don't touch me." Jungkook's mom bit her lip before slowly backing away and eventually bolting out of the house through the back door. Seokjin tried stepping away as well when Jungkook's head had snapped towards the backdoor but alas Jungkook grabbed his wrist and pinned him against the wall. "Are you cheating on me?" Seokjin looked at the ground and muttered a "No." He wasn't used to Jungkook acting like this, yeah he acted tough, yeah he raised his voice so now and then, yeah he got angry, yeah he started fights but those things rarely got combined with one another. Eventhough Jungkook is young he was still reasonable at controlling his emotions, better than the average person his age.

Jungkook huffed, grabbing Seokjin's jaw and forcing him to look at him. "Look at me when you give an answer."

"No." Seokjin stated, trying to pry his wrist free but Jungkook only tightened his grip. "You are hurting me Jungkook."

"I am sick and tired of you hiding things from me. Every single time you make me feel like a doll that you play with whenever you please. We have been in this shit for four years, why are you acting like this?" If looks could kill Seokjin would be dead right now. Seokjin felt cornered and intimidated, eventhough Jungkook had been angry with him a few times already this felt entirely different. "Don't start this again Jungkook, it's a good secret."

"A good secret my ass." Jungkook snarked making Seokjin retreat his head. "Kookie stop it... Come on, let's go on vacation and enjoy our time together." Seokjin attempted to calm Jungkook down but it did the exact opposite. Something about Jungkook scared him, it might be the way he looks at him, just completely empty. "Have fun? How can I have fun if my boyfriend is out there lying to me!" Seokjin closed his eyes and tried to turn his head away. Jungkook got even angrier, grabbed Seokjin's jaw to face him again. "I said fucking look at me!"

Seokjin opened his eyes only to reveal the tears building up in them. "I promise that this is the only secret I am keeping from you and I promise that it is a good suprise, just please let go of me." Jungkook's glare softened when the first tear escaped Seokjin's eyes. Seokjin wasn't a crybaby, he didn't even cry when his parents disowned him, or when Jungkook would yell the shit out of him when he got angry... Yeah he needs to work on that. He is a strong person so to see him just snap like that got Jungkook out of his daze, he immediately let go of Seokjin and took a step back. Seokjin dropped to the ground covering his face with his hands while sobs escaped from his mouth. "Fuck, I am so sorry. Jin I don't know what came over me just now. He crouched down to Seokjin's eye level and softly guided Seokjin's hands away from his face. His eyes were red and puffy, tears still falling from them, the tip of his nose and ears were red as well. Jungkook hated the sight and hated the fact that he was the one causing it because of his jealousy taking over. He removed Seokjin's glasses from his face and softly whiped away the tears with his thumb. "I am so so sorry Seokjin."

"How could you?" Seokjin whispered through his sobs staring Jungkook straight in the eye while saying it. A pang of guilt immediately hit Jungkook. "I- I don't know." He grabbed Seokjin's hands and intertwined their fingers.

"Don't do that again please." Seokjin spoke softly. "I'll try my best Jinnie, I am so so so sorry for doing this to you." Seokjin nodded and looked down, Jungkook noticing a tear still dropping from his face. Jungkook released his hands and wrapped them around Seokjin. "Please forgive me, I can't deal with this." Jungkook whispered, rubbing soothing circles on his back. He felt Seokjin nod in his shoulder and slightly retreated from the hug.

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A/N I'm quite hesitant about Wattpad right now because of this whole security thing going on. So after today I will put this book on hold until more is known.

I hope you understand.