Lola " The Heartbreak "

Chapter 2

I was crying so bad to the point where I couldn't cry anymore... He left me with scars that could never be repaired ... I was bleeding , just bleeding, and bleeding.... I was at Davon's house, so I ended up staying with him... I asked him where his bathroom was, I locked the door and cried...... I saw razors!!!

I was in there slitting my arm because I was so depressed about what happened. NOBODY could tell me how to feel ... I then took a shower to smell better it made me cry some more... I ended up going to sleep and Davon made me breakfast the next morning.

Davon: How do you feel?
Lola: Um, I don't know
Davon: Well I made you some breakfast..
Lola: Thanks ;)

But then why did he come in the room and hand me a freaking pregnancy test 😱...

Lola: ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW??
Davon: I'm only looking out for you..
Lola: Well, ig your right
Davon: Please 🥺
Lola: Sure, after I eat🙄

*Lola stumbles to get out of bed... Goes to the bathroom... Takes test ...*

*Lola Screams *

*Davon yells...... " What Happened " *

* Lola said.... " Shut up" ...*

The anger and fear in my voice got even louder as I knew I had a new chapter in my life... I was going to become a mom... but it was my cousin's baby and it was by force!!!

I fainted..... I remember Davon constantly banging on the door trying to get in ... Until he finally did, he saw the test and took me to the hospital ASAP!!

I woke up looking afraid... he didn't know I was cutting myself.... I had to tell him why but as soon as I did ... They sent me away to a mental hospital... to get myself together....

I missed Davon everyday while I was in there😔...

I was in there for approximately 7 months..... my baby was almost here.... The hospital wouldn't even let me abort it.... I was living in such shame .....

Mann.... I wish I was able to tell you what else happened, but when I got out my life was torn apart again....

I knew I couldn't trust anybody else again...  

To be continued... be ready for pt. 3....