Roz x reader (atlojarts oc)

Roz x self harmed reader (warning triggers ;-;)

"You fuckin freak!!!" One of the kids yelled as she pushed me against the bathroom stall. "Why don't you just kill your self! Your fat and no one wants you!" Another one said, laughing afterwards. "T-that's not true....." I said Weakly holding back the tears as best as I could. "I'm wanted...and loved..." the two girls snickered in response then one of them grabbed me by my hair and pulled my face up to her. "Oh yeah? By who?" "M-my boyfriend.." I said in pain. "HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" They both laughed, "your boyfriend? Hahaha I bet who ever your with is cheating on you or is dating you just to pity you! Your fat and worthless" the girl who had my hair said as she let my hair go. After they left I just laid their in the bathroom crying and hyperventilating. After sometime I got up and decided to go home.

As I walk through the door I go to the kitchen to get a glass of water, as I'm pouring water into my glass I feel arms wrapped around my waist. "Hey Y/N, how was school?" My boyfriend asked me. I gently pull his arms away from me because of the thought of him touching my "fat" stomach the girls in my school said. "It was fine roz", roz is my boyfriend that I live with, he has long pink hair in a pony tail, one eye is pink with a black pupil and the other eye is black with a pink pupil, he's also half demon, and he always smiles even though he made it so the souls he keeps doesn't get out if he opens his mouth, I guess it's a habit. "Are you sure your ok Y/N?" He asked with concern in his face, "yeah roz I'm fine, I'm going to go upstairs and change ok?" I said as I looked away. "Ok call me if you need me", I nodded in response then walk away to my room.

Closing the door behind me I sit down and started to cry as the negative thoughts starts to scream at me, -maybe they are right, maybe I am worthless, I'm a nobody, a freak! Roz would be better off without me, he deserves someone who is a fat freak!!-. As I'm crying I get up and I go to my bathroom (Author: why am I giving you a bathroom in your bedroom when I don't even have one!!!) I pull out my razor drawer and pick one up and try to get the blade out. My thoughts are clouded and the only thing that's going through my mind is that I need to suffer, I don't deserve this, it will all be over soon. As I finally got the blade out while cutting my finger in the process, I sit right next to the tub rolled up my sleeve and put the blade in my arm.
-couple of minutes later-
Roz POV-
Something doesn't feel right, I don't know what it is but somethings wrong with Y/N. She's usually happy and cheerful, and she wouldn't have taken this long to get changed.. as I'm halfway up the stairs familiar scent hits my nose..it's blood! Why is there a scent of blood coming from Y/N room!? I ran like I have never have ran before, as I slammed open the bathroom door I see Y/N on the ground unconscious. Her shirt sleeved is covered in blood, as I rolled it up I see fresh clean cuts on her arms..and they are deep.. "shit Y/N why did you do this!?" I panicked not knowing what to do, I see the glass of water she left near the sink, I grabbed that and a towel and soak the towel with the water and start to clean the cuts. I pull her up to check if she's breathing..she's not! I bandage the wounds as best as I could and I start to do a demon healing spell to help her and pray that she will be ok  ( note: I got no idea if roz could do this sooooo leedle leedle leeeeee)  

Your POV
I feel dizzy, I open my eyes and I'm blinded by my bathroom light. As I'm trying to get up I feel a hand on my back and I looked to the side with wide eyes, it's roz looking at me pissed. His smile is gone and all I can see is that he's pissed off. "Why" he asked quietly but i turn my head and looked away from him, "Y/N WHY!? TELL ME!" I jumped at his voiced, I never heard him this mad before. "I don't want to say it" "and why the fuck not?!?!" He snapped a me. I could feel the tears in my eyes starting to form. " because I'm worthless!!" I screamed which made him have a shocked face. "What?" He asked confused, " I'm worthless! A fat freak who doesn't deserve you! That doesn't deserve happiness or anything! You probably aren't happy with a fat freak like me! I deserve to d-" before I could finish I felt a pair of lips crash on mine, silencing me, I kissed back while tears still pour down my cheeks. He pulls back and hugs me close and I can see him crying a tiny bit. I looked at him shocked since I never saw him cry. "Don't ever say that again!!" He yelled while holding me close to him, "your not fat, your not worthless! You have no idea how much you mean to me, how much I love you, I don't have a heart but damn it you make me feel like I do because your my heart! My life! So please for the love of Satan don't leave me!". He was shaking, he was looking at me with tear filled eyes and was shaking, the way he was holding me was like he was scared to lose me, I wrap my arms around him back and cry into his chest "I'm sorry..I'm so so sorry r-roz". He rubs my back and tries to calm me down. "Y/n tell me what happened please" he asked me while putting both oh his hands on my cheeks. "Ok.."

- 2 days later-
After school when I got home I was surprised that roz was not home, usually he's home before me. -oh well, I guess I can start making dinner- I thought to myself. As dinner was about to be done I hear the door close, I peep my head out and see a bloody roz. "Oh my god roz!! What happened!!??" His smile grew wide and kissed me, I kissed him back still confused (what a romantic bloody kiss lol) "oh I had to do some business. Don't worry about those bully's anymore Y/N, I had a little chat with them." He winked at me and I just give him "the fuck??" Look, ssiiighhhh my boyfriend is sure a handful and amazing

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